Self-worth. I've had problems being confident as far as I can remember. But I didn't realize that I was damaging my self worth as well. I never thought that the implications of my traumatizing childhood will have a prolonged effect on me. I didn't realize that it would manipulate my subconscious into deciding things for me. Things I'm not even sure of. Things I don't want to deal with at the time being.

I've been this way for far too long. What if I won't be comfortable with being in another skin? What if I've adapted to this one, and any effort leading to any kind of change will be violently resisted?

What if I like myself just the way I am.