Tuesday, September 29, 2009

The unchanging commitments.

Ada satu lagu ni kaaaan kalau denga dengan feeling lele lele yang betul boleh menyebabkan genanlinang airmata yang eksstrim.

tak kiralah pike pasal bopren curang ke,kawan-kawan lama ke,markah exam yang macam jsdkergergskger kee.

tak kira lah,tak kira.

haritu aku nampak rai,aku pun dengan haiperrnya jeritlaa,

"RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIII!!!"

okay menyesal tego haritu,HAHA.

rai pun was like "ehh bye tkoz BYEEEE"

haha sumpah aku cam "PAHAL NEEEEEEEEEEEEHH"

pastu die tunjok offer letter from al-azhar,faculty dentistry(?)

and aku pun cam

"HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA"

macam apeni apeni semue nak flyy ni apeniiiiiiiiiii.weii kite rehat same-same mase sekolah dulu,mengumpat same-same,tido lele lele dalam kelas same-same,bengap time bio same-same(or yang tu aku sorang je) and banyak lagi bendeeeeeeee.

and suddenly you guys will be going overseas and tinggal aku to rot sorang-sorang here T_T

MANA PERGINYA SEMANGAT SETIAKAWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNN?!

tapi serious la kan,macam sayu je bile fikir balik semue dah ade arah tuju masing-masing nak fly pegi sane pursue itu ini kat situ sini.

we used to go to school together for god's sakeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.we used to spent 5 days a week together.we used to wear the same hideous uniform together.

and now it feels like we've suddenly grown up and yesterday was just something to remember our friendship by.

TIBA-TIBA RASA CAM NAK NANGIS UJSKEJERFGYRGFKSEEYFUYFEKUERG.

this feeling,I SOO TOTALLY HATE.

well guys,goodluck goodluck wherever you're going,whatever you'll be pursuing.especially yang nak pergi on the 7th of october nantiii.

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBENCIKORANGSEBABDAPATFLYJAOHJAOHBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE.

oleh itu,id like you guys to hear this one song,

already gone by kelly clarkson

haha okay lagu ni sangat takde kaitan tapi sedaaaaaaaaaaap ah denga je okayy efgjrfgkwae.


Monday, September 21, 2009

"Selamat hari raya.Maaf zahir bain.Halal makan minum"

Haha dah raya kedua baru sibuk nak buat entri raya.

okay bukan nak cerita pasal raya pun.

okaylah cerita pasal raya.

apa nihhhh.

raya tahun ni okay ah.walaupun baju raya aku satu je heeeeeeeeesshhh.

pergi beraya rumah orang tadipun aku pakai baju raya tahun lepas.apa ni main recycle-recycle baju -_-

mom did bought kain lace untok buat baju lace kebaya(?) or kurung moden.tapi tak sempat nak buat uekgmfgkerger.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaand this year has shown a steady escalation in my duit raya count HAHA.

in two days ive managed to get about RM300 from everyone yang dah layak bagi duit raya,heh.okaaaaaayy fineeee aku taulah ada orang yang mak bagi RM500,ayah bagi RM500 pakcik bagi RM3736783738.so like RM300 tu mesti korang cam "HEELEH TIGE RATOT JE PON NAK KECOH PEHAAAAAALLL"

tapi disebabkan i was raised to appreciate(ONE BIG EHEH) the value of money.RM300 seems an awful lot to me.gidit,gidit?

one thing i reaaaallly like about my aunt and uncles is that,the bigger you are,the MOOOOREEE you'll get.masa aku sekolah rendah dulu i only got RM10.but as i got into secondary school and now college it ascended to RM15,then RM20.

WOOH KAYA EDEN GARDEN.

plus the one thousand something yang baru masuk account tu kan,

I FEEL FILTHY RICCCCHHHH.

tapi yelah sekarang ekonomi meleset(?) jadi kena berjimat cermat.so im going to put awa my duit raya for future use.in case id REAAAAALLLYYY need to buy something in the future and my scholarship money is all used up,at least i'll have my backup moneh :D

PANDAI KAN IIII PANDAI KAAAAAAAAAAAANN.

okeh sila habis cerita pasal duit dan mula cerita pasal erti sebenar hari raya.

as always,i spent my first raya dekat rumah my aunt in bandar utama.since my grandad's death my granma has been staying with my aunt whose also her daughter lah kan.haha apa ni kampung belakang one utama.terasa sangat seperti anak metropolitan eryfgkwgekr.

bandar utama ni kampung(hoh) on my dad's side.my mom's side is in langkap,ipoh.but we dont really go back there anymore since both of my grandparents on mom's side are dead.

sometimes i sort of missed tok and tok wan :')

plussssssssss the house is sodem big and sodem SKERRRRIII.dahlah like belakang tu ada dusun and tepi rumah ada telaga like memang kampung gila ah.SANGAT SANGAATT menakutkan ya uki.

andak(mom's sister) used to stay there.but since she works in ipoh commuting from langkap is very susahla bikos langkap is so sangat dekat ulu and macam tersisih dari civilization(?)

so she moved back to her own house in ipoh and the big sodem scary house was left deserted.sometimes on weekeends she comes back to clean it up.but sejak she terserempak dengan one sodembig python coming in thru the broken window she sort of ,uh,freaked out and sudah jarang-jarang pulang.

plus haritu andak hired this guy to clean up dusun dekat belakang tu.and then dah masuk maghrib pun he was still doing it when suddenly ada this one big tall lembaga appeared and screamed "BALIKLAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!"

since then nobody really cared aout the wellbeing of the house anymore.

i remembered it to be so lively when mom's siblings came back for hari raya.andak,atam,acu,pak cat,mak long,mak ngah ok yang lain tak ingat sangat adik beradik mak aku sembilan orang ah terlalu ramai untuk diingat eheheheheh.

and back then tok and tok wan was still alive :) tok wan passed away in 1998,when i was only 7 years old.i didnt really tell anybody but i sort of regretted not being able to spend more time with him.he was the most kind,loving and sangat baiikkkk grandad i have ever had.he used to tangkap and sembelih his home-bred ayam everytime we came back and suruh tok masak kari ayam la,sup ayam la.he was so old then,and stick thin.

there's one time when we came back masatu cuti sekolah kot.and when i salam tok wan i saw that his hand was full of cakar ayam.tok wan was bleeding on both hands from the scratch.and you know how sharp chicken's claws(?) can be.

he did all that so we could rasa freshly cooked ayam :|

tok passed away in 2004,when i was 13.i cried really hard when i got the news.somehow,i feel that i was wayyy closer to my grandparents on mom's side than on dad's side.

dad's dad,tok bapak passed away in 2002,when i was 11.yeah i cried.but not as parah as i did when tok passed away.i didnt really bond with tok bapak during the 11 years of my living.he wasnt much of a man with words.but i do remember that he grunted a lot.he died because of kidney failure.

after his death,i wasnt really disturbed by the fact that he was missing whenever family gatherings took place.maybe since we didnt really spend a lot of time together,i didnt really feel lost when he died.

now the only one left is tok mama.

and i hope ill be able to spend enough time with her while i could.so that i wont regret it if the time comes for her to leave.


wooooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhh okay melalut sangat panjag cerita pasal atuk-atuk dan nenek-nenek.

but seriously la kan,cherish the times you have with your grandparents while you still can.they need you as much as you need them.

ya biklah rasanya patut berhenti sebelum mula memberi nasihat-nasihat yang mengkarung.


oohhh and btw,after final exam ada cuti three weeks before the next semester starts.so i was thinking of doing an open house somewhere around that time.so make sure you'll be free okeh,i dont want my guest to only be three people and a dog,HEH.

enjoy your raya!

Friday, September 18, 2009

Friend or foe?

I went to Miss Selfridge two days ago and i saw this bebeh,




it was retailing at RM249 a piece.

i forgot i had RM250 on me.

so i went out of the shop with a VERRRYYY LOOOOOOOOOOOOONG face.



a few hours ago i went to check whether my scholarship maneh is in or not.

i am now RM1275 richer than i was this morning.

i am also giving a very serious consideration for the maxi dress.

to buy, or not to buy.

Because I'm idolizing you,baby.

Tadi aku rasa laparr.

ya,salah satu rasa yang sentiasa aku rasa.

lalu tiba-tiba aku teringat instant noodle yang junpyo makan dengan jandi dan gangsan dalam episod brapa tah.aku rasa instant noodle tu perisa kari.

lalu tiba-tiba rasa ingin makan instant noodle perisa kari.

pakai chopstick.

atas lid periuk.

seriousss wehh he ate instant noodle using a pair of chopsticks on the periuk masak instant noodle tu punya lid.

bila tengok semama lapar nescaya nampak cam 293847563872927367x lebih sedap dari makan dalam mangkuk free beli colgate.

and trust me la bebeh,memang berselera semacam ya uki bila makan begitu.

tak percaya cubalah!

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Lelaki atas bunga-bunga.

Malam semalam merupakan malam ke umpphh-teenth nya aku tidur pukul 430/500.

sebab utama adalah merupakan yang,

terjadinya adiksi kepada cerita korea yang bertajuk sepertidi atas,atau dalam bahasa inggerisnya boys over flowers dan bahasa jepunnya hana yori dango.

percayalah kata saya padi petang ini,jika anda belum tengok cerita ini bermaksud anda belum hidup(?).

ya oke sila abaikan ayat diatas.

summary ceritanya lebih kurang macamnilah,

PEH PEH PES TIME BUAT REBIU PEH PEH.

tet.

ade sorang prempuan ni name die geum jandi.inilah watak utame perempuan.jandi ni bapak die kerje kedai laundrybaju and mak die jage public bath house ke apetah name.kat jepon ngn korea banyak bende tu yang ramai orang mandi ramai-ramai tuu.so we can tell lah that she doesn't have much money.after school hours die kerje dekat satu porridge shop ni dengan bestfriend die,gaeul.

satu harii,jandi ni nak hanta laundry.dan alamat tuan punya laundry tu mengatekan yang jandi kene hanta laundry tu kat satu sekolah elit ni.name die shinhwa high school.skolah ni memang elit gle babeng ahh.kalo bapak ko ade syarikat kampeni ladang sendiri bagai je baru ko mampu nak masuk.memang KAYA GILAAAAA!

dekat cafeteris pun makanan dihidangkan macam makanan kat hotel jehfemfrgfaefkjrf.

so jandi pun carilah mamat yang die kene laundry tuu.cari-cari tetibe die nmpk ade crowd bekumpul kat bawah satu building ni.die pon pegila nak tengok what's the commotion all about.bile die pandang atas tengok-tengok ade one guy nak terjun bangunan.laki tu memang penuh berlumuran darah macam baru lepas kene belasah aaahhh.parah glo glo glo.

pastu jandi pun tengok laki tu macam kenal.rupe-rupenye laki tula tuan punye baju laundry yang die kene anta.die pon klamkabot ah naek atas bangunan tuu.

okeh dari sini aku macam lupe sikit.

i think die tanye laki tu asal nak buno diri.and then laki tu cakap sebab F4 la die xtahan kene buli lebih baik mati ah macamtu-macamtu laa.lepastu laki tu pun terjun!

and then jandi lari dengan penuh dramatisnye pegi tangkap bahu laki tu.soooo laki tu terselamatlah!

and then jandi dapat scholarship untuk belaja kat skolah elit tuuu.dahlaminah ni sengkek gile an.memang die rase out of place ah fes time masuk.and then mase masok tu adelah tige eko pompuan huduh gediknakmati ni suke macam buli ejek-ejek die ah sebab die miskin semue an.

okeh aku lupe lagi.

but i think jandi macam tanye la derang sape F4 and then derang cam tekejotglebabi jandi xtau sape F4 and then derang explen la F4 ni made of the most handsome hot hot and richest guys in the whole school.

SERIOUSSS AHH SEMUA HOT HOTTTTTTTTTTT.

especially GU JUNPYO AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

tapi perangai rotten gila.except jihu.jihu ni pacam introvert sket.nice guy ah dalam cite ni.

lepastuuu F4 ni kalau derang sampai ke sekolah,semue plaja mesti bekerumun dgn pintu sekolah tu nak tengok derang masuk budan pompuan tejerit-jerit "EPPO!EPPO!" sebab orang korea taktau nak pronounce f kot HAHAGAHGA comel gak la.

and then satu hari ni masetu as usual ah F4 baru sampai and semue orang macam bekumpul kat pintu masuk skolah tu an,jandi pun ade skalo tapi kat blakang-blakang la.F4 ni kalau jalan junpyo memang slalu kat depan.since his the richestt(FILTHY RICH GLA ADE JET PERIBADI ADA PULAU HE HAS EBERITINGGGG) and hottest kot haha.masa derang tengha jalan masukk tu adalah sorang budak perempuan ni.berani giladia datang depan junpyo dengan muka takut-takut dia and offered him a cake.she said she baked it herself.lepastu junpyo amek ah kek tu.semuorang macam dah "OMG HE TOOK THE CAKE!BESTNYAAA!"

and then he splattered it on the girl's face.

serioussshit this guy has anger managemenet problems.his temper ahhhhh,hesssshh.

lepastu jandi saw that and she was so frickin pissed ah macam kesian gile budak pompuan tu an.die pon bediri ah depan F4 macamnak block jalan derang and give them a piece of her mind.

tapi she chickened out -_-

and then takpela ann.a few days later,jandi tengah jalan-jalan makan eskem dengan kawan die.ade ah die befriend sorang budak pompuan ni kat skolah tu.aku lupa nama budak tu apa.heh.mase jalan tu kawan die macam jalan dekat tembok pendek au.and then kaki terpelecok jatuh plak minah tu.landing baik punyaaaaaaaaaa atas kasut junpyo.

and her ice cream was all over his multimillion dollar pair of shoes.

muke junpyo mentain cool je tapi yang kawan jandi ni macam dah menggelabah gile uetfjdvwfugwkefhrfger ah aaan dala episod kek dulu tu sangat ngeri.die pon mintak maaf repeatedly non stop siap offer nak beli kasot baru lagi.

patu junpyo kate(ikot translation) "do you know that this pair of shoes was custom made from france?"

or something like that.

and then the girl pon macam dah glabah gile babeng taktau nak buat ape.

and at last jandi gathered her courage and backed her friend up.

jandi ni sejak denga pasal F4 memang die dah benci gileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.especially dengan junpyo ni sebab derang macam snobbish gilee dala gi skolah pakai kot bulu bagai tak pernah pakai uniform ann.

so she said something like "just forgive her laaah.it's not like she did it on purpose or something." tapi when she said that still kecut-kecut lagii.

and then junpyo said,"ill forgive her.if you lick the ice cream off of my shoes"

like whatehellll maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaann.

muka die sumpah arrogant macam hanjengg masa cakap tu.

jandi muke tekejut gila aaanhh.but then she started bending,macam betul die nak lick the ice cream off an.and then bile dah halfway down,she suddenly got up and stuck her ice cream on junpyo's face!

HAHAHAHAHAHHA SCENE INI SERIOUS SANGAT COMEL HAHAHAHAHAHA.

lepastu junpyo macam terjatuh kebelakang kerana impak ice cream kaaan.lepastu baik punya die maki junpyo sepuas hati dan menarik tangan kawannya untuk blah.

and then started the worst period of jandi's life.

the next morning she got a red card from the F4 in her locker.this card means that they're declaring war against her.so bila one student dah dapat red card memang everybody is like given the right to bully that student sampai habis-habisan ah.sama ada bunuh diri sebab taktahan or transfer sekolah.

and memang teruk aaaaaaaahhh jandi kena sampai junpyo upah orang nak pergi rogol dia like boleh taaaaaaaak.kene baling telur and tepung kena baling tomato basikal dia kena bakar.

SANGAT TERUK OKAY.

tapi pompuan ni endure je all that and since she's so tough ganas comel junpyo pun starts to fall for herrr.

SILA TENGOK CERITA INI SANGAT COMEL PASTI AKAN TANGKAP DIRI SENDIRI SENYUM SORANG-SORANG.

puh puh panjang gla dah lame aku tak post panjang macamni semput tangan.

but what i really like about this story was that how loyal,loving,devoted and sweet junpyo was.

SANGAT SETIA MACAM JEGFHEWAKJEGFEJR.

serious ah kalau ada perempuan lain memang die xpandang langsung.when he got engaged pun die tak suke gile tunang die tu siap panggil pompuuan tu monkey lagi HAHA he was so totally in love with jandeyhh okay.

and the fact that he'll protect jandi no matter what is so very awesomazing :D

sangat sweet cerita itu.

now that's my type of guy.

saya tak mahu boyfriend.saya mahu future husband.faham?

okay okay aku tau it's just a story tapi i was REAAAALLLLYYY hoping there would a guy out there who'll be like junpyo,if not in every way,in most of his way.

okeh minus the temper.

soulmate oh soulmate bilakah gerangannya kita mahu bertentang mata?

kepada bakal suami silalah ingat ini,

TOLONG YA JADI SEPERTI JUNPYO.jangan kahwin sebab saya sangat cute(EHEH) atau sebab-sebab materialistik yang lain.

dan sila juga kata kepada saya sambil tersenyem,

"there's not a single thing that's cute about you"

sungguh saya akan bertambah cinta kepada awak lagi ya bakal suami.

the fact that you'll be willing to marry me without thinking of my looks makes you teh perfect suami for me,I LABYU MUAH MUAH!

i remembered when jandi asked junpyo a question,

"why me?why not someone else?im not pretty.i dont have much money.im not smart.so why me?"

and you know ah what junpyo answered was so comelbutsadis at the same time,

"because im already good looking,rich and smart enough for the both of us.i just want you to be yourself"

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

dimana mahu cari suami seperti junpyo ya dimana :|

Monday, September 14, 2009

One third of triple X is not rocket science.

Haritu baru aku perasan bahawasanya bila aku senyum standby standby to have my picture taken,

ada dua bola bulat pekat mantop ketat padat muncul dekat pipi aku.

TRUST ME TAK COMEL LANGSUNG CAM ADE KETUMBUHAN WADEHEL.

hahahahaha sapa tah yang cakap comel an hahahahhha.

nak cakap dimple lagilah bukan.ih ih.entahlah bila aku jumpa korang nanti dan aku tersenyum kegirangan korang pandai-pandai lah notice sendiri ye.

jangan pulak come over and say "WEH TKOZ CUBE SENYUM SKET NAK TENGOK BOLA-BOLA MANTOP DEKAT PIPI YANG MACAM KAU KATE DEKAT BLOG KAU TUUUU"

what the hell -_-

please bear the reminder dekat tepi ni in mind bila jumpa aku diluar okay.

and today i finally discovered that i was not pregnant.

THANK YOU GOOD FOR THAT PUH PUH.

ohh and tadi ada satu random number miscall aku.pahal tah sekarang dah jadi macam satu trend untuk random numbers memiscall aku setiap hari kaaan.

aku tengoklah number tu.bila tengok lama-lama baru perasan yang the number is exactly like mine.kecuali aku dekat belakang nombor satu yang ni kat belakang nombor dua.

HAHA RASA CAM COMEL NYAAAAA.

pemilik nombor ni mesti jenis macam aku takda kerja test-test miscall nombor yang beza satu nombor kalau-kalau ada mamat hot yang pakai HEH EHEH HEH.

haritu lagi aku takda kerja aku test-test miscall nombor 0121222324 lalu menghantar mesej "hey,nice number you got there"

HAHA FREAK KE APA AKU NI.

tapi sedih kerana mesej itu tak pernah dibalas mesti orang tu ingat aku stalker hegfwuergferuf.

daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan aku dah dapat number pin kad bank muamalat lembap yuhu yuhu!

haritu aku pergi ah kat finance dpt nak selesaikan hal skoleshittyshit aku nii,and then kakak tu tanyalah number matrik and ic lalu aku pun bagilah maka keluarlah segala detail scholarship aku di skrin kempete itu.

satu je benda yang aku nampak,

Jumlah Untuk Dimasukkan : RM1950

bear in mind yang aku ini bukanlah pelajar tajaan petronas,jpa ataupun bnm.

APAHAL BANYAK GLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

mintak-mintak belanja akan diberi layanan kurang ah since i'll be using the money untuk makan seharian beli toiletries seharian beli topap bulanan beli tidbits harian dan pelbagai lagi barangan harian mingguan dan bulanan.

takat belanje donut 1/2 dozen j.co tu bolehlaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

oh and orang-orang yang aku owe birthday presents pun -_-

muamalat tolong jangan tolak apa-apa ya dari duit yang sangat banyak ini bapa saya kan dah pergai bayar yuran dulu dulu so dah setel kan yuran saya semua kan kan tolong ya mualamat tengkyu labyu muahmuah.

bulan remban habis lagi enam hari.

haritu madam chemistry aku bagi tazkirah di petang hari sebelum start kelas.

mula-mula dia tanya "berapa hari lagi kita puasa?"

laluu aku dengan semangatnakrayanya pun jeritlah "LAGI SEBELAS HARI!"

lepastu madam cakap "haritu madam dengar tazkirah kat manatah.cara kite nak ukur iman kita dengan bulan remdan ni lah.kalau kita sedih bulan ni nak habis maksudnya alhamdulillah iman kita okay.kalau kita happygembiraceria nak raya kena tengok baliklah tahap keimanan kite tu"

that's just like saying "IN YOUR FAAAAAAAACEEEEE ATIKAAAAAAAAAAAHH!!"

sepanjang kelas berlangsung aku senyap konsetret diam walaupun tak paham.

malu nya i ah ah malunya malunya puh puh malu malunya aw aw.

hari jumaat last kelas chemistry,masa dah habis buat our last experiment semua madan panggil ah yours truly(wth).

"do you still intend to chnage your course?"

"yeahh"

"do you know that ben has up until four level of arabic?"

"yeaaaaaaaaaaahh(walaupun dalam hati mencarut-carut kenapa tak ada orang bagitahuuu)"

lalu madam pun berkata-kata lahh lagi tentang betapa sayangnya aku nak tinggalkan maisntream science di dan berpindah secara permanent ke art stream.madam juga menyuruh supaya banyak-banyak solat istikharah supaya Allah menunjukkan jalan yang benar samada biological science kah atau ENGLISHYANGKUCINTAKUSAYANG kah.

lepas habis cuti raya aku nak pergi ke kampus nilai untuk evaluatioin sama ada fit kah aku untuk ambil english atau tidak.

HARAP LAH FIT HARAP LAAAAAAAAAAAH.

please dear God i dont wanna rot in bio science T_T

lagi nak tulis pasal apa lagi nii.

Friday, September 11, 2009

When luck is suddenly on your side.

As much as i would like to get married at the age of twenty five,

i have a feeling that it might be impossible -_-

i mean,theres a lot of people out there who are like wayy older than 25.

and NOT married.

so i was thinking,would i really be financially and emotionally(?) stable and eligible to get married at the age of twenty five?

DOUBT IT.

if i graduated at 23.id have to find a job and kumpul money to fund the marriage right?and i was to get married at twenty five there would only be..two years.

o_O

plus there's thousands and thousand of fresh grads yang jobless.odds are,id probably end up being on of them.

TAPI OPKOSLAH NAUZUBILLAHIMINZALIKANFUSINAAAA.

andd something just hit me.

like straight in my face.

i dont know how to cook -_-

orang-orang selalu kata kalau nak ikat suami kena melalui perut(?).tapi tapi tapii aku dahlah taktahu masak nasik masak lauk masak masak kari masak yang kompliketet ni laah.

hebat-hebat pun goreng telor lah.tu pun kadang-kdang rentung.

APA NIIIIIIIIIIIIHHHH CAMANA NAK KAHWIN NIIIIIIIIIIIHHHH.

nak belajar memasak bile pulak.macam leceh je nak kene hapal resepi-resepi tu petua basuh sayur ngan kunyit asam garam hidup setahun jagung SUSAHNYA LECEH LECEH HOT HOT HEAT HEATTT.

dahlah lesen pun tak ada.

rupa pun hudoh.

tak tahu masak.

perangai sehuduh rupa.

bengap.

tak boleh harap.

bang-

EHHH EHHH CUKOP AHH SKET SKETT.

inferiority complexnya :|

semalam aku baca balik blog bersawang lee yang post usang-usang tu sebab jemu di alam maya taktahu nak buat apa.

and i think she's made a strong point through her gatal-gatal kahwin posts.

you'll find the real meaning of marriage after the honeymoon phase ends.

NOT masa bercinta ilabyu ulabmi togede foreve baby ima stick witchuuuu.

nak kahwin tak nak nak kahwin tak nak nak kahwin tak nak.

NAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK T_T

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Tipulah kalau aku kata aku tak rindu korang.

Tadi aku tengah browse boy punya myspace page.adalah satu album dia ni.ternampak gambar dulu-dulu masa form 5.



rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

Sunday, September 6, 2009

I wish for a husband,and none other than that.




I just finished watching 27 dresses.

and i think it was really sweet :D

although it has the same old plot that everybody can guess,but hey,that's the thing that kept us glued to the screen no?

and the fact that she has 27 different dresses is WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.

she was even a bridesmaid for an underwater wedding ceremony!

i wish one of my friends would wed underwater.like in aquaria(?) or something.just not in shark-infested water.that would be like tying the death vows.

erk.

or maybe i should be the one who'll wed underwater!

jap akad nikah macamana nih.and where will the guests sit?i doubt mami would wanna mess u her makeup and her perfectly tailored garment by going underwater.

and i'll have to provide free waterproof makeup for everyone -_-

watching movies like this makes me wanna get married EVEN MOOOOOOOOOOREEE by the end of the day.

plus if my groom-to-be is gonna look like a mixture of james marsden,lucas till,chace crawford,matt long or whoever that's HOT.

and don't forget the beach-themed wedding.

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."
-St. Augustine

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Entri perasaan.

The other day my 13 year old cousin,Ainaa told me that i reminded her of someone.

"You remind me of a singer you know,Keri Hilson."



I'll take it as a compliment :D

p/s:sapa cakap keri hilson hudoh aku pukul dengan kayu golf.

Friday, September 4, 2009

The only cool thing about your sister being a pharmacist.

Is that she has one big gigantic bottle in her office(?) which contains one thousand tablets of VITAMIN C.

and she ALWAYS(well,not everyday lah) brings home small packets of vitamin cs for youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :D

overdose vitamin c tak mati kan.

ehehehehehehehe

It'll be too late when you finally realize that nobody's gonna stay.

Sometimes a feeling comes up inside of me.

a very..SO NOT contented feeling.

I do wonder a lot whether im happy enough with all the things i have now.i know i should be thankfull for everything that has been bestowed upon me but..

well,you know those once in while i-feel-like-a-douche-bag feeling you suddenly feel?

like when you look at photos of people who have been around the world,been to places you've never even heard of,doing something that you've always wanted to do(like bungee jumping!) and et cetra et cetra.

you'll look at those pictures and think "i wish i was doing that,going there,experiencing those"

there's juts so many things i havent done in my life.

like bungee jumping.

oh god i've always alwaaysss wanted to bungee jump ever since i heard about it(?)

and wear short shorts in public.

or maybe not.

i think i should make a list of the things i'd like to do before i get married.

and another list if things i'd REAALLYY REAAALLYYY like to do after getting married.

ehehehehehehehehehehehhehehehe.

akhirnya ada jugak orang yang sanggup menerima mesej selamat malam beruang comel-comel ilebyuilebyu tanpa rasa jijik dan jengkel.

eh.

why would i be sending him cute teddybear messages when he'll be sleeping beside me -_-

ohh maybe kalau dia pergi outstation keee kaaan.

"(gambar beruang)good night!(gambar beruang)sleep tight!(gambar beruang)sweet dreams!(gambar beruang I LOBA YUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!(gambar beruang paling besar)"

nak kahwin T_T

okayy memangla boleh hantar dekat kawan-kawan tapi the feeling just wont be the same whaaaaaaaaat.

you dont love your fiends like you're gonna love your husband.

unless your gay.

or bi.

or your just plain weird and desperate.

25 just seems like such a loooooooooong loooooooooooooooooong way -_-