Monday, August 22, 2011

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Day 07 - A Picture Of Your Shoes

Well this one is a bit peculiar. Why would anyone be interested in seeing a picture of my shoes ._. oh well.

Last week I bought a new pair of shoes because I had been wearing my old pair for almost a year and a half already so you can imagine how worn out they were. But that was my favorite pair of shoes T_T They were grey-colored jelly shoes and are the most comfortable pair of shoes I have ever owned. They're really flat and you know how much I'm obsessed with flats because I'm gigantic I'm kind of tall and I don't really need heels so flats are the best option for me :)

I think I'm going to put a picture of my old pair of shoes as a tribute(?) to it for being a really awesome pair of shoes and my new one to mark the start of a new shoe-ship(??)

It surprises me how much sense I don't seem to make sometimes.

I've always liked this picture :) of course this was last year during the Terengganu trip at some jetty nearby Yunie's house. Such a nice place to take pictures. You can see my shoes here :D They still look nice in this picture. Now they look so worn out already :( But if I ever came across a similar pair I will definitely snatch it.

And these are my new pair of shoes! :D Quite comfortable because they're made of some soft fabric but still ada blisters jugaklah sebab new shoes kan. I bought them in this color so they would camouflage nicely with the color of my feet :3 But I've only worn them once so I can't really say whether they're a good buy or not ._.

So there you are. Day 7.

The Debate part II

Bitch, you're gonna have to pull yourself together.

I know. Stop telling me that. I know what I'm supposed to do okay. Jeez, woman.

Na'ah. You don't know shit about what you're supposed to do.

How do you know that?

Because if you did, You would've done it instead of hesitating all the time.

I..just don't have the heart to do it..

Are you stupid or something? You saw what happened. You know where this is going. Why are you still like this?

Can you stop asking me questions? You're giving me a headache.

I will stop asking you questions if you'd just stop being so damn stupid.

I'm not stupid I just don't think tha-

Shut up and listen to me. BUCKLE UP BITCH. Nobody's going to wait for you. Nothing's going to happen if you don't do anything. You're the only one who can change this. What the hell are you waiting for? Some kind of epiphany? You better start acting now.

I CAN'T OKAY? I JUST CAN'T. STOP TELLING ME TO DO THINGS THAT I DON'T WANT TO DO. I like how I am right now. I feel happy.

Happy? Are you kidding me? LOOK AT YOURSELF? I don't see happiness anywhere. You might as well say you're jovial in agony. LOL the irony.

Not really helping.

Well it's not my fault you wouldn't listen. Stubborn-ass bitch.

Oh just shut up will you. Go away.

No I won't. If I go away, your sense of logic will follow suit and you will be left a screwed 20 year old.

Like I'm not screwed enough already.

No you're not. You can still make amends to yourself. I know you. I know all your strengths and weakness. I know you can do it. I have faith in you.

I..don't know..

Don't let it weigh you down. Don't let it meddle with the way you think. Don't let it play with your head.

I won't promise you anything but.. I'll try. Just don't keep on blaming me if it doesn't work okay.

Don't just say you're gonna try for the sake of saying it. Mean it, bitch. MEAN IT.

Okay, fine I will try my best to right the wrong that I have done. Happy?

Much better.

Day 06 - A Picture That Shows Your True Self

I find the title of today's picture very vague. My true self? What's that supposed to mean? I'm a different person around my friend and an entirely different person around my parents and other adults. But I like myself best when I'm with my friends. When I'm around my friends I laugh and make faces a lot. So here's a picture that show's who I really am ;)

Tadaaaaaa ._. I honestly didn't know why I looked the way I look. But Yunie is laughing so somebody prolly said something funny..or something.

So there you go! Day 6 :)

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Day 05 - A Picture Of Somewhere You've Been To

So I didn't post yesterday because day 4 states 'a habit that you wish you didn't have." wtf? Does that mean i have to scout around for a picture of me biting my nails? Yep, my worst habit. I've been nail-biting since I was 8. When I was 13 I bit one of my nails until only half was left. LOL good times. I'm not such an avid nail-biter as I was now, but I still do occasionally bite my nails. Unknowingly, because you know, it's a habit. You don't actually realize you're doing it.

So here we are at day 5.

Well, frankly I've been to a lot of places. But I think I'm gonna put a picture of me on my Sabah trip earlier this year.

*7 seconds later*

Oh right. I just realized that I forgot to copy my Sabah pictures folder to my new laptop. FML maximum. But I can always take them from Lin's laptop or whatever. No big deal. So I guess I'll just have to find another picture. Let's see what's left of my photo album -.-

Oh wow look what I found. Went to Perth when I was 5. My first overseas trip :) I was so happy because I got to feed the kangaroos lol. They were so cute! And I look so...small. Well, I WAS five. But seriously was I that short? ._.

So there you are. Day 5.

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Day 03 - A Photo Of You And Your Craziest Friend

I think I have to upload more than 1 picture for this one because most of my friends are crazy lol. But I have friends from different parts of my life so it's not possible to upload just one picture with all of us in it because there is no such picture ._. K so Imma upload two pictures then hehe.

The first one will be the picture of my school friends. They were the craziest people I have ever met back then. I got sent to the bilik disiplin a lot of times because I did things that I'm not supposed to do of course. Like play around with the fire extinguisher and having to pay for the damages done (although the boys opened it first they should totally be the ones who paid for it, not us -.-) or make the Science teacher scream at us and drag us out of the lab. Boy, those were the days.

13 is the craziest year I have lived so far. My maturity level dropped down to negatives. I didn't care about my studies, I didn't care about how my parents would feel if they knew what I did ; I just wanted to have fun with my gang. And as a result, 2004 was the most badass year of my life. I grew up a bit when I turned 14 so I wasn't any fun anymore lol. I stopped doing crazy things because of that. That's the horrible part about growing up. You tend to think that fun things are always immature and because you desperately want to show people how much you've grown into a matured, young lady you stopped having fun :\

Growing up sucks. But staying immature doesn't really do much help to yourself either. I think it's best to have a bit of both in yourself. Don't be too serious and don't be too immature. There are times when you need to be mature and rational and there will also be times when you need to act like a 5 year old. Do things accordingly for maximum satisfaction!

So this is a picture taken with my school friends, who have sticked with me through thick and thin, who have comforted me whenever I was teased and most importantly, who are still friends with me regardless of the crazy shit I put myself into sometimes.

I wanted to put a picture of the ten of us when we were 13 but I forgot to ask Lee to take a picture of it using her camera :\ Maigod, look Hasan is in here too! (although he looks totally disconnected from the crowd) That should be fair enough because as far as I'm concerned he's one of the craziest guy I've ever met lol.

And the next picture I'd like to put is of my UIA friends not because they're my closest friends but because they also happen to be not right at the mind :p Mainly Mee, Yunie, Kartika, Faie and Nurul. But I don't really have a picture of us together so I'll just put a picture of me, Mee, Yunie and Kartika when I went to Terengganu last year :3

K I purposely had this one up because Kartika looked super energetic in it HAHAHAHAHA. Lompat tak ikut time ftw! Love these guys to bits :)

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Day 02 - A Really Good Memory

Woah this one should be hard to pick. Well, by far I think my best memories were made when we went to that Melaka trip last year. I love nothing more than to be surrounded by the people I love all the time :)

So I'm going to pick a picture of us while we were having fun there!

Continuos shooting so we ended up looking bersepah lol. God, I miss being around these people :')

Monday, August 15, 2011

The 30 days photo challenge. I have succumbed to it.

I've always thought the word succumb sounds a bit like cucumber.


So anyways I decided to do this, um thing so that I'll have a reason to update my blog everyday. And I have to put in pictures too! yeay!

So yes, Day 1.

Day 01 - A recent picture of you.

K. I'm vain and i love camwhoring no matter how big the camera might or might not be. This was 2 days ago, when we were waiting for Fatim to get ready sebab nak pergi that bazaar muhibbah(?) nearby. The camera was in my hands, I was not thinking straight so I am not to be blamed. LOL so serious. But seriously, I'm vain. Even my mum says so. If I get my hands on a compact mirror I would have difficulties in letting it go. I like to look at every possible inch of myself and convince myself that I look good. But I'm definitely NOT self-obsessed.

Self-obsessed people have their photos plastered all over their blogs and facebook albums and twitter right? I don't. Well at least I don't think I do. Umm, right? .-. K so maybe I am a bit self-obsessed. I should get help. K.

So there you go. Day 1! Wow I'm looking forward to Day 2 already. Teeheehee.