Perkara yang saya lakukan pada hari ini

Disebabkan aku dah tak bukak facebook, aku rasa kadar post aku per day akan mengalami peningkatan yang drastik. Mungkin 2,3 posts sehari tu biasala nanti. Yelah dah aku takde bende lain kan nak buat. Dormmates aku semua bila online, bukak facebook bukak facebook. I AM HANDLING PEER PRESSURE VERY WELL HAHAHGAHAGAHGAHGAHGAHAGHAG.  Ok sebenarnye tak well sangat. Temptation nak bukak facebook tu sangat kuat setiap kali aku online. Tapi taknak taknak taknak taknak taknak SHOOH TEMPTATION SHOOOOHHHHH. *tertekan*

Baru sekarang aku faham perasaan orang yang nak berhenti merokok. Isk.

Harini classes tak start lagi btw. Awal aku bangun pagi tadi! Pukul 0930. Pukul 0830 aku tersedar dah tapi still mengantuk sebab aku takleh tido malam semalam sebab petang aku tido lama gila hahahagahgahgahag walaupun dah bergolek sana sini sana sini. Katil kitorang kan double decker, Lepastu kitorang sambungkan and tido 4 orang. Aku, Saleemah, Qlah dengan Mee.

SALEEMAH WAS SLEEPING LIKE A RETARDED COW ON A GRASS FIELD. Ske kept twisting here and there and aqilah didn't move around much last night so I kind of ended up being squished in the middle without any space for movement. Nak tolak ketepi tak sampai hati pulak kan. Tido jelah aku dalam posisyen yang sangat awkward itu -_-

Dahlah sepanjang masa kitorang nak tido tu aku dengan Qlah asyik terbau bau kentut secara random. SERIOUS DOH DUE TIGE KALI JUGAK AAA. Aku still taktau sapa yang kentut. Lepastu lepas Qlah dah tido and aku masih terkial-kial takleh nak tido DATANG LAGI BAU KENTUT TUUU. Menyesal aku tak beli febreeze kat giant haritu. Huh. Sape yang kentut tu sila mengaku kalau baca ni ya ok.

Rasa macam minggu ni adalah minggu paling boring dalam dunie. Tido tido tido tido tido. Terutame Qlah la kan. Jarang aku nampak die bernyawe hahahagahgahgaaghag. Saleemah dengan Mee gila facebook. Nasib baik aku bawak Bubby (nama iTouch aku ehehehehhehhehehehe) so takdala boring sangat bile diorang tengah pakai Cumba dengan Pocko (nama laptop diorang wtf). At least I didn't refer to their laptop as lappies ok hagahgaag.

And yes I think my posts from this day onward akan jadi recount aku of how my days were. Sorry if it's a bit boring. If something interesting or fun happens I'll write ok :D

God, I miss you.

Facebook? Nonono

Okay susah gila sebenarnye dah deactivate facebook ni. Like c'mon, for 3 whole months hari-hari kot aku bukak facebook. I must have some self respect for trying to stop cold turkey., really. Haha okay macam selama ni tak pernah ada self respect kat diri sendiri kan wtf. Macam takda point dah aku online sekarang. Online pun benda first yang aku bukak blog sendiri tengok-tengok kalau ada komen untuk direply. Lepastu tengok kalau ada kawan-kawan yang mengupdate blog. Lepastu kadang-kadang komen dekat blog kawan-kawan.

Lepastu dah taktau nak buat apa -_-

So bagus jugakla aku deactivate facebook ni. I won't spend too much time online kan. God, it would be so awesome to not reactivate my facebook for this whole four months. I W OULD BE A LEGEND. AN AWESOME LEGEND. But there's a lot of things I wouls miss you know, not being on facebook.

Like looking at your profile in particular ♥

Nilai, sweet Nilai.

Hi everyone. So here I am. In Nilai. God, it feels so weird being here after 3 months. Nothing has changed of course. It's just the same old Nilai. Oh and aku dapat dorm sama dengan ex dormmates aku! Happy gila ok. It's just like the old times. Except that Darina, Sha dengan Fey takde. Rase boring sikit. Rindu gila diorang :|

Awal gila aku bangun pagi tadi pukul 0715. Mak gerak la of course. Gerak pergi Nilai pukul 0830. Beratnya nak tinggal rumah. Ni baru Nilai. Kalau aku belajar overseas cemanala. Tyah tak ikot sebab baloq btw -_- So it was just me, Lin, Mak and Ayah. Sampai Nilai about 9 something. Saleemah dah sampai so pergi daftar dengan die. Nasib baik kakak tu like super baik so ada kitorang dapat bilik sama. YEAAAYYY.

Tapi lepastu Saleemah balik rumah -_- Disebabkan aku mempunyai ibubapa yang tak kuasa nak ulang alik hantar aku, so aku takdala choice lain selain duduk je sorang-sorang kat dorm sepanjang hari. Aku dapat bilik dekat blok D. Mula-mula macam frustrated gila tak dapat Blok A or Blok B2. Tapi lepas dah settle in kan, not bad jugak. Tingkap besar gila banyak pulak tu dalam bilik so memang takde isu kepam la dalam bilik ni. Toilet pun not bad. Kedai makan pun kat bawah je.

Tapi rasa macam makin dekat ni makin malas pulak nak pergi beli makanan. Sigh. Satu hari aku tak makan apa-apa yang heavy pun. Makan makaroni bakar yang Hana bawak and lepat pengat pisang Qlah bawak. Lepastu masa lunch aku pergi teman Yunie makan kat Kawah Thai. Aku minom milo je. Macam tak lalu nak makan. Yelah hari-hari makan masakan Mak kan. Kenala amek time sikit nak adjust selera kedai. Ehehehehehhehehehehe.

Lepas teman Yunie makan aku duduk bilik Yunie sebab bilik aku semua orang yang aku kenal pun belum balik lagi. Kalau ada yang balik pun letak beg and pergi merayap -.- Lama jugak aku lepak bilik yuni. Bantal die gebu. Best. Lepastu kitorang tengok crite Dear John. Tapi sparoh je sebab stuck -___-

And then Eemah call kate die nak datang menjenguk aku kat bilik sebab die dapat bilik lain heheheheheheh. So aku pun balik la balik. And then tengok Nasz dah ade. Lepastu stay jelah sebab dormmates dah start datang. Hehe. Lepastu aku tido jap sebab pagi tadi bangun awal sangat, Pastu bangun tengok-tengok Qlah dah balik. Pastu aku ajar die main Pocket God dekat iTouch.

Lepastu Mee dengan Saleemah balik. Lepastu bersembang sikit-sikit. Pastu aku pun berasa sungguh boring lalu tulis benda ni. Esok taktaulah dah start kelas ke belum.

On a happier note, satu hari ni aku tak bukak facebook langsung! HEBAT KAN KAN KAN. You gotta admit kena ada skill baru boleh buat camtu ok. And target aku adalah tak bukak langsung untuk sepanjang sem. Nak belajarrr hehe. Tapi taktaulah boleh ke tak kan, Sigh. Wish me luck! :D

I AM THE EPITOME OF AWESOME

If this lasts for a month then you readers have to belanja makan ok hahahaagahgahaghagahgahaga.

Bai rumah. Hai Nilai.

Arghh I can't believe I have to back to Nilai tomorrow. I can't believe my 3 month holiday is over and I have not been productive at all.

I'm thinkig of not bringing my laptop. Bikus I vereh teh malas wantu register the damn thing. Dahlah beteri laptop ni su-ey tahan 5 menit. Seksa aku kalau blackout. Takkan aku nak bawak charger segale bagai pegi register? Manyak leceh la ini macam. Mungkin aku patut beli beteri baru dulu baru register? Hm Hm Hm.

Okeh wish me lak for de niu semeste. BAI.

*Serious face*

Kambeng Lipstick: ielts is shit la i bet u would get 8.5 or 9 of u take it
Kambeng Lipstick: yeah i took sat and i got 1870 -.-'
Kambeng Lipstick: kecewa ok i aimed for 2000
Aika: WTF BAND 9 IS LIKE NATIVE SPEAKER PUNYA LEVEL OK
Kambeng Lipstick: dude SERIOUSLY HAVE U TAKEN IELTS?
Aika: muet pon aku tak amek lagi ni huh entah2 dapat band 3 wtf ill kill myself kalau dapat band 3
Kambeng Lipstick: i got 9 for both reading and listening
Kambeng Lipstick: shit punya senang la
Aika: do i have to take ielts? o_O
Kambeng Lipstick: i screwed up my essay and speaking
Kambeng Lipstick: no u only take ielts if u want to study/work overseas
Kambeng Lipstick: kalau ko nak try amik ielts boleh je
Aika: **** la then why are you asking me YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I WANNA GO STUDY OVERSEAS
Kambeng Lipstick: rm550 ah haha
Aika: wtf try bukan kene baya ke
Aika: **** hagahgaga
Kambeng Lipstick: YOU WILL OK
Aika: WHEN HUH WHEN  T_T
Kambeng Lipstick: just later then me but i know u will
Kambeng Lipstick: i really have a strong feeling abt it seriously i dont even knw why
Kambeng Lipstick: its like u knw, I KNOW u're going to uk or us or nz or whatnot but its kind of like i know u will
Kambeng Lipstick: just later than me, but definitely will
Kambeng Lipstick: we're prolly going to meet up in my 3rd year or such after u finish ben and going for masters
Aika: IMA CRY T__________________________T *howls*
Kambeng Lipstick: -.-'

Please don't mind my language ok I was talking to Lee. Whenever I talk to her 'things' just sort of, err, automatically comes out. But look on the bright side! At least I don't swear in public anymore =D unless I'm with Lee hagahgahaghaghaghagahgahgahagha

Look, who are we kidding really? I have an adventurous soul (I REALLY DO OK) and frankly speaking, being all coped up in UIA for four years doesn't really help. I need some adventure. I NEED MY WAY OUT. I need to go and finish my degree overseas. I really do T_T

I really don't care what it would take or what it would cost. I'm going to bloody well finish my degree overseas and I MEAN IT. I'M NOT GOING TO JUST STAY IN UIA FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE FINISHING MY DEGREE IN TESL OR WHATEVERNOT WITHOUT HAVING ANY ADVENTURES AT ALL. I'M GOING TO DO IT OVERSEAS AND WHEN I SAY SOMETHING LIKE THIS I REALLY MEAN BUSINESS.

I'M GOING TO DO IT I'M GOING TO DO IT I'M GOING TO BLOODY DO IT!
 
Even if that means getting a perfect 4.00 for my final semester in Nilai. If that's the only way for me to get an overseas scholarship then IMA DO IT.

But they say a 3.5 is okay enough kan ehehehehehehehehehheehhehehehehehe.

I am dead serious about finishing my degrees overseas though :| I am not going to rot in UIA. I won't allow that to happen. I WOOONNNNNTTTTTT!!

Tapi kalau tak dapat jugak degree ni masters pun jadilah kan T_T

BUT I WANNA GO STUDY OVERSEAS SO BADLYYY. I DONT CARE IF LIFE IS FRICKING HARD OVER THERE I DON'T CARE IF I HAVE TO SPEND EVERY YEAR OF MY RAYA THERE I WANT TO EXPERIENCE THOSE KIND OF THINGS I WANT TO BE FAR AWAY FROM MY FAMILY I WANT TO BE INDEPENDENT I DON'T WANT TO LIVE IN A BORING RUT LIKE I AM NOW I DON'T WANT TO GROW INTO A BORING PERSON WHO LIVES IN A RUT AND HAS NEVER ACTUALLY EXPERIENCED LIFE AS IS IT.

Balik rumah setiap bulan. Huh tak adventurous langsung.

Sigh :|

Plans for the future

And I would ask for nothing more :)