Friday, April 22, 2011

Just sit back and listen

You want to know the truth?

The truth is that I really really REALLY want to wear short shorts with sky high heels and a cropped top and just go outside and hang out with my friends like it's nobody's business.

The truth is that I really really REALLY want to hold a guy's hand and look him in the eyes and smile and perhaps give him a peck at the cheek. Married or not married.

The truth is that I really really REALLY wanna go to a concert and scream my lungs out singing along to my favorite song that's being sung by my favorite band on the stage.

The truth is that I really really REALLY want to.. well, do a lot of things that I know I can't and I'm not supposed to do.

I'm just me after all.

But don't worry. I'm still sane. I know my limits. I know my stand and I am well aware of my principles. But then again, I'm just me.

5 comments:

Kartika Azmi said...

Me here adding,

And the truth is I really really want to go to beach,wearing bikini as I get tanned. Where no boy would give a shit.No boy would check out on my boobs and ass

;)

Aika said...

Dear kartika, you read me like a book ;)

R S said...

I understand all of what you said in this blog post. Siiigh the things people like us go through!!

R S said...

perhaps its worth it in the end?

mira amran said...

thank you for showing that it's not horrible to want these, even though God willing, i won't succumb to peer pressure and sacrifice my beliefs in Islam. even if it gets harder every day.

i strive in knowing that i can survive without these in my life, and if i'm good enough now and accepted into Heaven later, i can get not only all these i want but can never do on earth, but i can get them a million times better than i'll ever get now.

but I'm only human, so yeah. thank you for reminding me that it's okay to want to do things that i can't, as long as i don't.