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i thnk i walked a staggering 7km today.BLARDY HELL MY KAKI FEELS LIKE WANT TO TERCABOTT.oh and in case ur wondering,i didnt actually went walking at the park or jogging.i window shopped.hehee.okay heres the story;

i went to the curve wth amy today.we went at about 345.hailed a taxi,blablabla and thres the curve!the first thng we did was surprising fadlee.haha.ainie told us at tuition ysterday tht fadlee was wrking at some toy exhibition at the lower ground.so we saw the market gile toy thngy and spy-ishly trying to spot fadleeh.and there he was day dreaming.LOL.amy and i were like spies trying to avoid his eyes.then when he wasnt looking we stepped up beside him and i said "spek aku mane ye?" DOOOHH U SHUD SEE THE LOOK ON HIS FACE.its like angelina jolie and cameron diaz asked for his number.HAHAA.then we hyed and byed each other.so off went amy n me conquering the curve,cineleisure,and the flea market between them.dudee the flea market was FULL of cute tees,nice dresses and oh-so-cool boxers!but the price were like,wahseyy.so i didnt buy anythng.i only had like,rm60 on me mahh.had to save for the lowyatt trip.hehe.amy on the other hand,had rm100 smethng.so she bot a superbbly cute pink flowered boxer and two tube tops.nicee.we had lunch at the scret recipe bcause i was in the mood for spaghetti and she was in the mood for noodle tom yum smethng smethng.so went there,had lunch and continued window shopping!u can guess how much we've walked eh?amy was wearing HEELS.i can see how much she was suffering lol.thnk god i wore flats.but still,my legs hurt bcause when we were searching for a taxi to take us bak to sunway dmnsara,guess what?WE COULD NOT FIND ONE.we asked about 4-5 taxis and they were all like,"jalan jam jalan jam."so in the end we decided to WALK all the way from the curve to sunway damansara.and blardy hell THERE WAS NO TRAFFIC JAM AT ALL!jalan jam my ass lah stupid taxi drivers.i have the right to be pissed bcause my legs HURTTT and currently still are.idk when theyre gonna be okay.pfft.I WANT A LEG MASSAGE.is there such thing?hahaa.on our way bak we were honked at like,8-9 times.i thnk bcause amy was wearing smethng seductive LOL.and the honkers are all like old dudes and yuckish looking guys.soo we just keep walking and keep convincing each other like "dah dkat dahhh.dkat da tuu." eventho we were like a thousand miles away.hey,it raised our spirits okay.haha.towards the end we actually RAN bcause jat and amy's mom were already there and waiting.WHAT AN EXPERIENCE .but despite the leg torturing,it still was a nice WALKING day.hehe.

thnkyou for such a great day amy. :D

just.

yeah maybe i do get jealous when i see couples SO BLOODY WHAT?maybe i do wanna feel how its like to be loved by the opposition AGAIN.maybe,just maybe.ahh.all my maybes never come true anyways.so theres no use in worrying whether ill be returning to the dark side or not.

i admit it its REAL FUN being in the dark side.but somehow u just wont get satisfied for godknowswhat reasons.maybe its bcause all the funs are sourced from lust which is a very BADD BADD thng.so there.okay wtf am i talking about.i am conscious of th fact that i am making zero sense here.

boys are so much troubles.you cant live wth em and..wait.thts just it.you cant live wth em HAHAA.

uhuk uhuk

i am mentally sick.i need profesional help that i dont think ill everget.im sick sick sick of evrythngg.

books books books

ten random reading facts about me:

1. I only knew how to read when i was about 5 years old.
2. Altho i was a late bloomer,i am now a speed reader.the only one in the family.*muka bangga dooohhh*
   
3. i can finish a single page in less than 55 seconds.
4. i can finish two 400-page novels in less than tow days.
5. i finished harry potter's fifth book in 18 hours.
6. i can read until 6 am the next day without feeling sleepy.
7. i can read 5 novels,one after another without any time intervals.(see how crazy i am about books?)
   
8. unbelievingly as it seems,i read pretty much every book that has come in contact with my hand however boring it may be.
9. the thought of curling up in my bed and reading a new book excites me as shopping does.
10. i read evrythng ranging from kid's 3 pages books to adult's 600 pages book.i am a book maniac.
    

yehyeh

EXAM SUDAH HABIS WOOHOOOOOOO!

wha?

why do i get so jealous of..evryone?ysterday i was wtching jesse mccartney(MY CELEB CRUSHHH) on mtv.u know in his new music video he was snogging this girl and i EVEN GET JEALOUSED bcos of that.i seriously need a psychiatrist.dangg

as i ponder my future.

WHY is it that evry single guy i have liked or have feelings for tend to have girlfriends?is it me or is it that im just a bad-lucker in these kind of things?susahlah mcm ni.am i even GOING to get married someday?maybe im destined to be gay and live happily ever after.YUCK.

i just found out that my HOT PHYSICS TUITION CRUSH HAS A GIRLFREND.that broke my heart BIGTIMEE.god i was soo into him.thnkgod lah i didnt fell in love wth him or deeply in love wth him already.but still,shucks lah.i thnk im destined to have bad luck in relationships.forever and ever and ever.eternally.ill never get married and live my golden ages with 44 cats.ill be the old lady who didnt get married bcos she was so naive and so to cover up her frustration she adopted 44 cats from the spca.what a sucky sucky life.

maybe its a sign tht i shud just give up on stuff like this.and maybe,just maybe when the right perosn comes along ill know how to appreciate him 100x more.maybe, just maybe.

god i still cant ditch the single taught that im gonna grow up to be a 60 year old virgin.
I.WOULD.RATHER.DIE.THAN.BE.UNMARRIED.
i wanna get marriedd.i wanna walk down the aisle.i wanna wear a wedding outfit thingy.i wanna hold a bouquet of flowers.i want the theme colour pinkk.i want to GET MARRIEDDD.

omg im getting obsessed.someone take my hand and pull me out from this shit?