Drama Rehearsal

So here are some pictures taken from today's drama rehearsal which is also the last rehearsal. Enjoy!

Oh and the pictures are taken by Yunie's phone so takdalah macam hi-def gila ke ape.

Adalah elok jika dimulakan dengan gambar camwhoring iras rebit. PAHAL MUKE AYUNIE TAK IRAS REBIT.

Bersemangat sungguh diorang cakap yaw. Mee semangat sangat sampai berdiri apahal. Hahahahaghag. Yang bakul kat tengah tu konon-konon chest lah hikhik.

Mee semangat sekali menyentuh chest! I wonder what scene was this.

Our very very cute bread seller, Ezman! KIUT KAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNN

Very cute bread seller still struggling with his lines -________-

Mee and Uma, acting. Siti, texting -.- Yunie, fart-smiling :D

Siti, taking a break from texting -__-

Aaaaawwwwwwwwwww Una dengan Wafiy pakai baju kale matching :D

The only two guys in our group.

Alah bergurau-gurau manja pulak dua orang neeeyyy.

Siti, sambung texting -_________________-

Stage director with Ali :D

Mee tengah nak start begadoh dengan Wafiy.

Mee memaki Wafiy.

Mee tetiba bergelak ketawa dengan Wafiy ._.

Mee appearing very happy while trying to memorize the script(?)

Bread Seller megheluh. Hahahgahgahagahgahgahga.

Ezman looks so bored hahahahahhahahahahahahhaha. Ok dah sikit-sikit gamba Ezman nanti ade orang marah :P

Sesi menghafal skrip untuk cubaan berlakon tanpa merujuk skrip.

Cubaan stage director untuk menimbulkan double chin. BERJAYA! So that is how I would look if I was fat? Creepy ._.

'Ali' buying bread from the bread seller.

I like this one! :D

Arguing about THE CCCCCCHHHHHHHEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

Perempuan-perempuan props.

Alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah comelnye share-share kertas pulaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkk :P

And this hilarious picture of Una wraps up this post!

Farewell for now.

The Play

Aku rasa air dekat Nilai ni kotor sebab muka aku tiba-tiba naik jerawat. Dekat dagu je ade 543528 ketul. Dekat dahi takpayah cakapla dah macam pusat menternak jerawat dah ni. Kat tepi hidung pun ada. TAPI HAKU PANTANG BETUL KALAU ADA JERAWAT KAT DALAM LUBANG IDUNG WATAPAAAAAAAAAAAANNN HAKU NAK KOREK HIDUNG PUN SUSAH. Time-time raya pulak tu tetiba nak tumbuh berjemaah. Tension aku. Kalau picit nanti ade tande. Jadi makin buruk pulak time beraye nanti isk.

So anyways today will be the day that we all have been waiting for! Our drama performance yaw. Aku tengok orang lain berlatih gerun gila sebab sangat kerap dan sangat serious. Group aku baru tadi start berlatih serious padahal esok nak perform nii. Group kitorang yang first sekali perform pukul 9 pagi gulp. Tadi pun berlatih dua jam je sebab aku rasa scene kitorang ada dua je and props kitorang sumpah sikit gile. Cakap je banyak. Tu yang aku rase satu group rileks je tu -.-

Props yang abru habis buat pun pokok je. Eh tu pon tak habis betul lagi. SHIITTTT LUPA NAK CARI DAUN-DAUN BERGUGURAN NAK TAMPAL ATAS POKOK! *palm-facing* Okeh lepas ni kena turun dengan Yunie pegi cari daun-daun nak tampal. Pokok tu pun sebenarnye payung kitorang tampal tisu kale hijau kat atas HAHAGAHGAHGA. Pastu nanti nak tampal daun-daun kering and nak dirikan pakai batang penyapu and my vuvuzela!And then nak sprinkle glitter kalau hijau OMG KIUT KAN POKOK AKU KIUT KAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNN.

Lepastu untuk treasure chest kitorang nak balut bakul picnik Una dengan brown paper and then sprinkle gold glitter on top supaye nampak shining-shining and then treasure die bawah tu kitorang gumpal newspaper banyak-banyak and then on the surface taruk chocolate gold coins and pinjam Nulul punya accessories tabur kat atas!

And for the bread selling equipments we're gonna cut up the breads in different shapes or something and put all knives we can find beside the breads and Ezman is gonna sell them!

AND THE BEST PART WILL BE MAKING THEM UP! We're going to put a mustache on Una and Mee because they'll be called Ahmad and Ali in the play duh and Ahmad and Ali has to have mustaches! Oh and prolly cute little goatees too! And then we're gonna draw a beard (I really don't know how this will end up looking like) on Ezman's face and maybe put a mustache too for a good measure so that he'll look, uh, more like a bread saller? How do bread sellers look really? o_O And then for Wafiy we'd prolly just draw a mustache and a goatee too to make him look more grown up.And a turban on his head OMG IT'S GONNA BE SO AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I just really love drawing on other people's face, I really do.

I think that's just about everything on the play. I really hope they can memorize most of their lyrics by tonight. Mee, Yunie, Una, Siti, Ezman and Wafiy. Let's kick some drama ass tomorrow! Wish us luck guys :)

Dear you,

I came across this one one blog that made me think about whether my future husband is going to accept me as a whole, or just love the parts of me that are easy to love. So dear you, I would like you to know that I would never change for you. Yes, I will honestly love you with all my heart if we ever get married but sorry I just cannot and would not change for you.

And by change, I mean to change myself as a whole. I will still wear my tudung bawal after I have married you and my style of dressing will doubtlessly still be my style of dressing. I'm sorry if you would've liked someone who wears a tudung bulat or tudung bawal yang besar tu as your wife. I know that it's a good thing to wear them, but I just cant. Ok I know that I probably can, but then it wouldn't be me. I like myself for who I am right now even though I've made a lot of mistakes because of who I am. But those are the things that will shape me up. The mistakes that I did will make me a better person than the person that I am today.

I will still be wacky and I will still be like how I am right now with my friends (I hope). If you want me to change into a sweet, gentle wife of your dreams I'm sorry I cant. If you can't accept me as I am then I think that it would be better for me if I find somebody else who will and for you to find the girl of your dreams. I'm sorry I can't be the perfect person you want. I could try, but I don't want to turn into someone I'm not. I don't want to be uncomfortable in my own shoes. I want to be me, in and out with the person who can accept me in and out. The person who would be comfortable with every aspect of my behavior no matter how nice or how nasty it might be.

I know that it's still one long hell of a way for us but I just thought that it would be better for me to say it out loud here. I like you, I really really really like you. But if I have to change myself just for the sake of being with you than I think I'll be better off without you because maybe I don't need a guy to come and tame me. Maybe I just need to find somebody just as wild to run alongside me.

Being with you would be a dream come true but if it means not being my own true self than sorry, but I guess I'll take the next bus.

This is a serious and boring update

I really don't like waking up really late in the afternoon. Mainly because the moment I wake up I'll feel like pissed with everybody for no goddamn reason and the thought of punching people excites me. I'm the kind of person who wakes up grumpy. Heck I think everybody in my family wakes up grumpy. It's in our genes. Definitely. When I and Tyah were in school, we used to give each other the silent treatment until we reached school. We would put on our uniforms in silence, have breakfast in silence and wait for the van in silence.

There was one time when Tyah asked me something like, "Why do we never talk to each other in the morning?" and I truthfully answered, "Prolly because you look really annoying in the morning." Hahahahahahhaha. Really, it's just like that. I don't know what's up with me hating everybody when I just woke up (or when my sleep is disturbed. Most of the time by Naqib. Boy, he sure did get what he deserved. *evil smirk*). It's like PMS all over again. And sometimes it lasts for one whole day. I won't talk much. My mood will be miserable to the power of infinity and I'll give people sarcastic remarks when they say something. It's like whenever I wake up late, I'll be turned into a hard emotionless bitch.

But that depends on the surrounding factor too(?) Say, if my mum was the one who unceremoniously disturbed my sleep, hell yes I'll be pissed but duh she's my mom I can't just release all my inner rage at her right. So it depends on people too lah.

So yesterday I went to bukak puasa at Pizzahut with Yunie, Kartika, Nulul and Naz. Tasha was supposed to join us but then she went out with her boyfriend instead. Tasha -.- I ordered Meal 1 which consists of that small personal pizza (super supreme), soup of the day (mushroom soup) and a glass of carbonated drink. After that we went to Giant because Yunie wanted to buy the stuffs for the props for our drama performance this saturday. Gulp. I won't be acting in it, in case you're wondering. There was a part for me initially but I switched with Ezman because I just don't feel like being a bread seller who yells "KHUBZ! KHUBZ!" in front of a large audience. Plus, I did write the script after all so I think it's okay if I excused myself from being directly involved with the play. But I am still involved with the play lah. I am now a, uh, stage director? I forgot what it's called. But what I have to do is like direct the changing of scenes and when actors have to go in and out of the scenes or whatever.

I pulled an all nighter last night because I wanted to have my sahur dekat kedai pakcik since Ayunie had been promoting the Nasi Goreng Seafood all night long. It did taste good, that I had to admit. But because Yunie cakap kat Pakcik suruh buat extra pedas the old man took it a bit too far and we ended up with a bloody spicy Nasi Goreng. It was so hot and spicy I can almost feel the ignition of fire on my tongue I swear. I think it would've tasted a whole lot nicer if it wasn't that spicy. I also had two french toasts and sekotak air laici. You can guess how bloated I was by Subuh lol.

So today I woke up at 3pm yes, three in the afternoon because I wanted to get enough sleep hahaha. It's not like I can do that at home anyways hence the reason why I am doing it here lol.

Oh and I bought Happy Family, Snap and Old Maid at Giant yesterday! I remembered my conversation with Tra on how much we missed playing the old card games we used to play when we were little. And each of them was only RM1 like wtf so cheap right.

AND I BOUGHT A FRICKIN VUVUZELA HELL YEAH. I mean, cmoonnn. You gotta admit that it's really cool to have your own vuvuzela rightt.

God I love my Vuvuzela.

Tak rugi kalau tak baca

I can't wait to go back home for raya. Dah menyampah nak muntah dah dudok nilai ni -.- Nanti lepas raya I'll only be staying here for a week for the finals and then cuti dua bulan and off to Gombak woots! Duduk Gombak oke sikit kot sebab ada bus direct pergi KL so senang nak shopping(?)

But I know I'll miss a lot of things here. Kelas dekat gile dekat Nilai ni. Aku blok D, kelas kat block C. Memang dekat gile belakang-belakang je hahahagahga. Kalau bangun lagi 15 minit nak start kelas pun boleh rilek lagi. Tapi tak sempat mandi la hahahagaGAHGhGHHHAGhgahGAHGAHg. Tapi kat main campus nanti kene amek bus ._. MACAMANA KALAU AKU BANGUN  LAGI 5 MINIT START KELAS?! jgefjfgkerfgeuguerkfgefgjrhf. Adakah kena amek Rapid KL untuk ke kelas gi kelas kene bayar wtf.  Harap-haraaap la sangat dapat Mahallah yang dekat dengan Kuliyyah aku. Tolongla tolongla tolong supaye boleh berjalan ke kelas. Oh and classmates aku pun harap-harap la ade Mee, Yunie, Siti dengan Una lagi. Kalau boleh sampai grad aku nak satu kelas dengan diorang. Sangat best okay :)

Aku adalah sangat boring sekarang ini. Mee balik rumah petang tadi meninggalkan aku keseorang di Nilai isk isk. Haha ok bunyi sangat sedih. Tapi takdela sedih mane pun kan. Berbuka tadi aku beli sangat banyak dari kebiasaan. Aku beli nasik dengan sambal udang and sambal ubi dan tempe(?) lepastu beli popiah goreng singgit (SEDAP SAITON POPIAH NEEEEEEYYYYYYYY LIN SILE MAI KE NILAI KALAU HANG NAK RASE POPIAH GORENG YANG SANGAT SEDAP) dengan tauhu bakar dengan air nenas. Selalunye aku beli satu main course je. Harini rase lapas lain macam isk. Ni tauhu bakar ni aku tak makan lagi. Harap-harap kat membazir :|

Senanye aku tengah buat outline untuk final speech untuk subject Oral Communikesyen. Special Ocassion punye speech. Madam kasi 4 tasks boleh pilih satu. I chose the first one which is bagi tazkirah HAHA tu yang paling simple laa malas dah otak aku nak fike banyak-banyak ney. Yang tu first. Pastu ade book review, award acceptance speech (Emmy's wtf) and the last is jadi emcee. Memanglah rajin pulak haku nak jadi mc ni macam kelakar je hahahagahgahagahga. So aku pilihlah kasi tazkirah.

Tajuk aku Love in Islam comel kan kan kan kaaaaaaaaaaaan. HAH SAPA TIRU TAJUK NI AKU CILI MUKA! Aku memang dah habis idea taktau nak buat tajuk apa so aku msg lah Mak untuk meminta pendapat lalu Mak mereply dengan topik-topik yang lebih sesuai untuk Informative speech seperti baby dumping, social problems etc etc. Lepastu aku tanyalah Meme pulak sebab Meme adalah kakak yang sesuai ditanyakan perkara-perkara seperti ini kalau tanye Tyah dengan Lin mesti dapat jawapan hampeh hahahagahgahgahga pastu Meme suruh aku bukak Iluvislam.com and cari tajuk kat situ ceh pemaleh punye Meme nak tolong pike tajok. Hhagahgahagahgahga.

So aku pun bukak la and dapat ilham kat situ! So sekarang outline aku tinggal nak buat conclusion je Alhamdulillah :) Harap-harap la time bagi speech nanti tak seharom time bagi Informative speech. Aku kureng sikit la kasi speech sorang-sorang ni. Nebes die melebeh lebeyyhhh -.-

Oke lah aku tulis kat sini sebab sangat boring hahagahgaa. Nak pergi type outline! Bye ya'll!

No wonder

So apparently the pain I've been experiencing due to the stupid crunches I did wasn't because of developing muscles. I'M IN PAIN BECAUSE MY MUSCLES ARE FREAKING INJURED. Or whatever. Ok injured sounds too serious let change it to, umm, hurt. Meme posted a comment on my previous post saying that crunches should be done little by little lah not 300 reps at one go LIKE WHAT NULUL HAD ME DO JHDFGJHAEFGAKERGFKEGRFJHERGFJHEFR NULUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND SHE HAD THE GUTS TO SAY THAT MY MUSCLES WERE DEVELOPING WHEN I COMPLAINED ABOUT MY ABDOMINAL PAIN TO HEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

Jaga kau Nulul. Jaga kau.

That's why it's nice having a half pharmacist half doctor sister who reads your blog because she'll know all the stupid shits that you've been doing and she'll offer you health related advices! Which can be really useful thanks Me T_T Or else I would've died from abdominal rupture or something more serious if I went on doing 100 crunches every night srhjfgjergferkfr. I think I'll take a rest from crunches until my abdominal pain recedes and then I'll start again. ONLY THIS TIME I'LL START WITH 10 INSTEAD OF 100 HDJFVJKSHERGFJKHERGFJKEGRFJKEWGTRTGRTG. Yesterday I only managed to do about 50 crunches because the pain was unbearable. But then Tasha was all like, "Eh aku tak rase saket pon apehal kau rase sakit aku buat sampai sepuluh takde rase lenguh pun" MEMANGLAH TASHA KAU DAH SELALU BUAT AKU NI BARU TIGA HARI BUAT JFGJKERGFKEJRGFKE.

Ok kena berhenti rasa geram kat Tasha dengan Nulul tak elok untuk abdomen yang tercedera hagahgahagahgahgahaghag.

Aku baru submit term paper tadi. Takut gila nak submit takut ada salah aku tak perasan lalu kena cek 634282 kali sebelum tekan butang submit haha. Aku benci citing sources. Kalau in-text citation tahan lagi. Ni kalau kene cite yang nak taruk dalam bibliography tu. SUSAH KOMPLIKETET HAROM AKU DENGAN MEE TERCEGAT DEPAN LAPTOP NI GOOGLE CARA NAK CITE APA STYLE TAK JUMPA-JUMPA JRGFJWEKFGWEJ3FGERJGUF,ERG. Last-last kitorang ikut je cara satu website ni yang gaya macam boleh dipercayai. Leceh tau cite ni. Kalau lupa letak satu titik pun kira salah hdegfujergfjefgke3ryfyfeu. Aku tak berkenan betul kat benda-benda detail macamni -_-

Ok nak dekat 3 pagi dah ni mengantuk gila aku dahlah semalam satu malam tak tidur harini aku baru tidur 3 jam I NEED 10 MORE HOURS BARU BERTENAGA HAHAGAHGAHGAHAGAGHAGAH NAGA GEDDIT GEDDIT kbye.

Hey Y'all!

My stomach hurts like hell. Err, my abdomen in particular. Anyways, did you know that the correct spelling for abs is actually abds? Because it comes from the word abdomen right so, yeah. I found out about this while googling on the correct way to do sit-ups. eheheheheheheheehhehe. Seriously laaa I hate looking at my flabs after bukak puasa. They look so monstrous T_T Even Mee said the sight of my stomach freaks her out. Which isn't very flattering -.-

So I've been doing sit-ups two nights in a row yay me! The first night was with Ayunie sebab saje gatal nak cube haahhahgahaga. The sit-ups that we did were..umm well, you could say it was the full sit-up? I don't know the exact word for it but it's the kind of sit-up when you baring and then bangun and then fully baring and then fully bangun. Which can be very very very VERRRYYYYYY VERYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY tiring. Baru sampai 4 dah mengah ape cer? Hahahahahahgahgahag.

So then last night Nulul thought me to do crunches. Which is macam sit up but you only go half-way down and then back up again. This one I can do until one hundred :DD

But when I woke up for sahur this morning HAHA ok tipu terlepas sahur. When I woke up for subuh (jangan tanya pukul brapa JANGAN TANYA PUKUL BRAPA) my abdomen huuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrttttttttsssssssssssss so baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaddddddddddddddddddddddd T_______________T I felt like there was some creature trying to dig it's way out from my stomach YES IT REALLY FELT THAT WAY. And it still does HU.

Nak bangun dari pembaringan(?) sakit nak baring sakit nak tunduk sakit nak terima tumbukan orang sakit(?) memang sakitlaaahh the conclusion!

Malam ni aku taktau nak buat lagi ke tak. Nurul cakap kena buat 300 times per day for a month baru boleh dapat washboard abs WTF 300 TIMES WTF WTF WTF. Aku taktaula sakit ni sebab muscle tengah nak membentuk ke ape kan tapi macam serious rase taknak buat dah malam nnnnniiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Tapi kalau sakit-sakit badan lepas vigorous exercise tu tandenye nak jadi tough kaaan HAHAHAHHA. Masa PLKN dulu hari-hari buat starjump 756382764 kali sebab asyik kena denda dorm kotor ada muscle siot kaki aku ADA MUSCLE KERAS TAKDE JELI-JELI DAH OKAYY. Tangan pun ade muscle (betul ke term ade muscle ni. Ke orang panggil tough? ._.) sebab hari-hari berus baju dengan penuh semangat. Tapi tangan kanan jela ade muscle sebab takleh nak berus baju pakai tangan kiri tak biase hgehgehegehgehgehgeehgege.

Harap-harap jela sakit perut ni sebab nak tumbuh(?) muscle kat perut. SEMARRRTT GILA PERUT AKU NANTI WOOTS!

Ok wadehel cakap pasal perot kat sini end of story byebye.


On a much HAPPIER note, I'm staying in Nilai, AGAIN for the weekend because my CCT lecturer SUDDENLY had the genius of all geniuses punye idea untuk buat kuiz hari sabtu WTH?! WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH. I was sooooooooo looking forward to going back home this weekend because all my assignments are done :( But now kenot la have to stay at Nilai bikos sadenly got dis dem kuiz wan. Cheeeeeeeeeeeza totelli cheeesee.

Anyways harini dapat markah midterm kempete and I FRIGGIN PASSED WOOTS! Serious aku ingat dapat 20 je ke ape ok dah sangat cuak sebab haritu kuiz kempete aku tak blaja dapat 2/20 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Serious aku gelak tengok markah aku like how is it humanly possible to get such low marks? Like my 0.7 pointer during my first sem HAHAHAHAHAAHHA. But that's a whole different story because bioscience sucked balls and I hate that damned course to bits and bits and piecesssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. *pokes bioscience with a sharp stick*

Setakat ni yang tak dapat markah CCT je -.- entah dah habis tanda belum Tok Bah tu hahahagahgahag. But it's okay lah. I understand the guy he's like 63 kot tadi pun he came into the class like 20 minutes late and asked us, "Why aren't you in class number 8?" walaupun memang hari selasa class kat C-1-23 kesian Tok Bah dah lupa T_T

And haritu Nulul cerita Tok Bah cakap dalam her kelas,  "Saye akan berhenti mengajar bile satu pagi saye bangun and I've forgotten everything." LIKE SUMPAH LAH SEDIH GILA HAKU DENGAR KAAAAANNN :rasa nak nangis pun ada isk. Takpalah Tok Bah. Sebab you sangat comel macam atuk and sebab you're a really nice lecturer redha jelah stay Nilai this week. Hehe.

And next week is like the last week of the semester like WHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAATT? Honestly aku rasa semester ni macam laju gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaa dooooooohh. This week that week this week that week tetiba TARA! FINAL! Ok scary sikit part final tu tapi serious macam cepat gile sem ni macam short sem le pulok. Hahaha.

Eniwes 2x nah tengok markah mid sem aku kecuali CCT sebab tak dapat lagi.

Grammar : 16.77/20
Drama : 13/20
Oral Com : 16.5/20
Intro to HS : 18.5/20
Computer : 34.5/55
BTQ : HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAKU SEGAN BETUL NAK BAGITAU YANG NI TAKYAH TAULAH HAHAHAHAHAAGAHGAHGAHGA. Ok fine aku bagitau 8/20 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA HUDUH KAANNN.

Ok takdelah cantik mane pon markah aku yang nak tayang tu tapi oke lah jugak HAGHAGAHAGAG. BTQ TU MEMANG AKU TAK BLAJA SEBAB TU MARKAH HUDUH HEGEHGEHEGEGEHGEEGEHG. Ceh kau markah elok nak tayang markah buruk segan pulak tau pon lenkali blaja senonoh sket huh.

Panjang betul yaw post kali ni. Okelah dah pukul sepuluh malam nak pergi mandi BYE YALL!