Hari penentuan?

i barely slept last night.

i havent had breakfast yet.

and i dont think i can churn down lunch either.

its just so..adrenaline pumping(?)

this is spm we're talking about.our supposedly 'penentuan masa hadapan' punya exam.kalau pmr or upsr i dont think id be this freaked out lol.

my uncles,my aunts,those who have looked down on me.are they going to look at me the same way?or are they gonna tilt theyre heads up and say,"im impressed."

today's the day.i wanna see a smile on mami and dada's faces.i dont care how much im going to get because i already have my future mapped out in case i ace it and in case i dont.the only reason i want to get the 10As is because i want them to know that their money and efforts warent wasted.

Ya Allah ya Tuhanku,bantulah aku untuk mendapat kejayaan 10A1 di dalam peperiksaan SPM ku ini Ya Allah.Hanya kepadaMu aku mengharap,memohon dan meminta bantuan Ya Allah.bantulah hambaMu yang lemah,hina,dan tidak mengetahui apa-apa ini Ya Allah.Engkaulah Tuhan yang Maha Esa,Maha Kuasa,Maha Besar,Maha Agung,Maha Pemurah,Maha Pengasih,Maha Penyayang,lagi Maha Memberi Rezeki.Bantulah aku Ya Karim,berikanlah pertolonganmu Ya Rahman Ar-Rahim.Sesungguhnya hanya kepadaMu aku memohon dan meminta bantuan.makbulkanlah doaku ini Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku.Amin,Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.

Tawakkaltualallah.