Monday, May 31, 2010

Perkara yang saya lakukan pada hari ini

Disebabkan aku dah tak bukak facebook, aku rasa kadar post aku per day akan mengalami peningkatan yang drastik. Mungkin 2,3 posts sehari tu biasala nanti. Yelah dah aku takde bende lain kan nak buat. Dormmates aku semua bila online, bukak facebook bukak facebook. I AM HANDLING PEER PRESSURE VERY WELL HAHAHGAHAGAHGAHGAHGAHAGHAG.  Ok sebenarnye tak well sangat. Temptation nak bukak facebook tu sangat kuat setiap kali aku online. Tapi taknak taknak taknak taknak taknak SHOOH TEMPTATION SHOOOOHHHHH. *tertekan*

Baru sekarang aku faham perasaan orang yang nak berhenti merokok. Isk.

Harini classes tak start lagi btw. Awal aku bangun pagi tadi! Pukul 0930. Pukul 0830 aku tersedar dah tapi still mengantuk sebab aku takleh tido malam semalam sebab petang aku tido lama gila hahahagahgahgahag walaupun dah bergolek sana sini sana sini. Katil kitorang kan double decker, Lepastu kitorang sambungkan and tido 4 orang. Aku, Saleemah, Qlah dengan Mee.

SALEEMAH WAS SLEEPING LIKE A RETARDED COW ON A GRASS FIELD. Ske kept twisting here and there and aqilah didn't move around much last night so I kind of ended up being squished in the middle without any space for movement. Nak tolak ketepi tak sampai hati pulak kan. Tido jelah aku dalam posisyen yang sangat awkward itu -_-

Dahlah sepanjang masa kitorang nak tido tu aku dengan Qlah asyik terbau bau kentut secara random. SERIOUS DOH DUE TIGE KALI JUGAK AAA. Aku still taktau sapa yang kentut. Lepastu lepas Qlah dah tido and aku masih terkial-kial takleh nak tido DATANG LAGI BAU KENTUT TUUU. Menyesal aku tak beli febreeze kat giant haritu. Huh. Sape yang kentut tu sila mengaku kalau baca ni ya ok.

Rasa macam minggu ni adalah minggu paling boring dalam dunie. Tido tido tido tido tido. Terutame Qlah la kan. Jarang aku nampak die bernyawe hahahagahgahgaaghag. Saleemah dengan Mee gila facebook. Nasib baik aku bawak Bubby (nama iTouch aku ehehehehhehhehehehe) so takdala boring sangat bile diorang tengah pakai Cumba dengan Pocko (nama laptop diorang wtf). At least I didn't refer to their laptop as lappies ok hagahgaag.

And yes I think my posts from this day onward akan jadi recount aku of how my days were. Sorry if it's a bit boring. If something interesting or fun happens I'll write ok :D

God, I miss you.

Facebook? Nonono

Okay susah gila sebenarnye dah deactivate facebook ni. Like c'mon, for 3 whole months hari-hari kot aku bukak facebook. I must have some self respect for trying to stop cold turkey., really. Haha okay macam selama ni tak pernah ada self respect kat diri sendiri kan wtf. Macam takda point dah aku online sekarang. Online pun benda first yang aku bukak blog sendiri tengok-tengok kalau ada komen untuk direply. Lepastu tengok kalau ada kawan-kawan yang mengupdate blog. Lepastu kadang-kadang komen dekat blog kawan-kawan.

Lepastu dah taktau nak buat apa -_-

So bagus jugakla aku deactivate facebook ni. I won't spend too much time online kan. God, it would be so awesome to not reactivate my facebook for this whole four months. I W OULD BE A LEGEND. AN AWESOME LEGEND. But there's a lot of things I wouls miss you know, not being on facebook.

Like looking at your profile in particular ♥

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Nilai, sweet Nilai.

Hi everyone. So here I am. In Nilai. God, it feels so weird being here after 3 months. Nothing has changed of course. It's just the same old Nilai. Oh and aku dapat dorm sama dengan ex dormmates aku! Happy gila ok. It's just like the old times. Except that Darina, Sha dengan Fey takde. Rase boring sikit. Rindu gila diorang :|

Awal gila aku bangun pagi tadi pukul 0715. Mak gerak la of course. Gerak pergi Nilai pukul 0830. Beratnya nak tinggal rumah. Ni baru Nilai. Kalau aku belajar overseas cemanala. Tyah tak ikot sebab baloq btw -_- So it was just me, Lin, Mak and Ayah. Sampai Nilai about 9 something. Saleemah dah sampai so pergi daftar dengan die. Nasib baik kakak tu like super baik so ada kitorang dapat bilik sama. YEAAAYYY.

Tapi lepastu Saleemah balik rumah -_- Disebabkan aku mempunyai ibubapa yang tak kuasa nak ulang alik hantar aku, so aku takdala choice lain selain duduk je sorang-sorang kat dorm sepanjang hari. Aku dapat bilik dekat blok D. Mula-mula macam frustrated gila tak dapat Blok A or Blok B2. Tapi lepas dah settle in kan, not bad jugak. Tingkap besar gila banyak pulak tu dalam bilik so memang takde isu kepam la dalam bilik ni. Toilet pun not bad. Kedai makan pun kat bawah je.

Tapi rasa macam makin dekat ni makin malas pulak nak pergi beli makanan. Sigh. Satu hari aku tak makan apa-apa yang heavy pun. Makan makaroni bakar yang Hana bawak and lepat pengat pisang Qlah bawak. Lepastu masa lunch aku pergi teman Yunie makan kat Kawah Thai. Aku minom milo je. Macam tak lalu nak makan. Yelah hari-hari makan masakan Mak kan. Kenala amek time sikit nak adjust selera kedai. Ehehehehehhehehehehe.

Lepas teman Yunie makan aku duduk bilik Yunie sebab bilik aku semua orang yang aku kenal pun belum balik lagi. Kalau ada yang balik pun letak beg and pergi merayap -.- Lama jugak aku lepak bilik yuni. Bantal die gebu. Best. Lepastu kitorang tengok crite Dear John. Tapi sparoh je sebab stuck -___-

And then Eemah call kate die nak datang menjenguk aku kat bilik sebab die dapat bilik lain heheheheheheh. So aku pun balik la balik. And then tengok Nasz dah ade. Lepastu stay jelah sebab dormmates dah start datang. Hehe. Lepastu aku tido jap sebab pagi tadi bangun awal sangat, Pastu bangun tengok-tengok Qlah dah balik. Pastu aku ajar die main Pocket God dekat iTouch.

Lepastu Mee dengan Saleemah balik. Lepastu bersembang sikit-sikit. Pastu aku pun berasa sungguh boring lalu tulis benda ni. Esok taktaulah dah start kelas ke belum.

On a happier note, satu hari ni aku tak bukak facebook langsung! HEBAT KAN KAN KAN. You gotta admit kena ada skill baru boleh buat camtu ok. And target aku adalah tak bukak langsung untuk sepanjang sem. Nak belajarrr hehe. Tapi taktaulah boleh ke tak kan, Sigh. Wish me luck! :D

I AM THE EPITOME OF AWESOME

If this lasts for a month then you readers have to belanja makan ok hahahaagahgahaghagahgahaga.

Bai rumah. Hai Nilai.

Arghh I can't believe I have to back to Nilai tomorrow. I can't believe my 3 month holiday is over and I have not been productive at all.

I'm thinkig of not bringing my laptop. Bikus I vereh teh malas wantu register the damn thing. Dahlah beteri laptop ni su-ey tahan 5 menit. Seksa aku kalau blackout. Takkan aku nak bawak charger segale bagai pegi register? Manyak leceh la ini macam. Mungkin aku patut beli beteri baru dulu baru register? Hm Hm Hm.

Okeh wish me lak for de niu semeste. BAI.

Friday, May 28, 2010

*Serious face*

Kambeng Lipstick: ielts is shit la i bet u would get 8.5 or 9 of u take it
Kambeng Lipstick: yeah i took sat and i got 1870 -.-'
Kambeng Lipstick: kecewa ok i aimed for 2000
Aika: WTF BAND 9 IS LIKE NATIVE SPEAKER PUNYA LEVEL OK
Kambeng Lipstick: dude SERIOUSLY HAVE U TAKEN IELTS?
Aika: muet pon aku tak amek lagi ni huh entah2 dapat band 3 wtf ill kill myself kalau dapat band 3
Kambeng Lipstick: i got 9 for both reading and listening
Kambeng Lipstick: shit punya senang la
Aika: do i have to take ielts? o_O
Kambeng Lipstick: i screwed up my essay and speaking
Kambeng Lipstick: no u only take ielts if u want to study/work overseas
Kambeng Lipstick: kalau ko nak try amik ielts boleh je
Aika: **** la then why are you asking me YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I WANNA GO STUDY OVERSEAS
Kambeng Lipstick: rm550 ah haha
Aika: wtf try bukan kene baya ke
Aika: **** hagahgaga
Kambeng Lipstick: YOU WILL OK
Aika: WHEN HUH WHEN  T_T
Kambeng Lipstick: just later then me but i know u will
Kambeng Lipstick: i really have a strong feeling abt it seriously i dont even knw why
Kambeng Lipstick: its like u knw, I KNOW u're going to uk or us or nz or whatnot but its kind of like i know u will
Kambeng Lipstick: just later than me, but definitely will
Kambeng Lipstick: we're prolly going to meet up in my 3rd year or such after u finish ben and going for masters
Aika: IMA CRY T__________________________T *howls*
Kambeng Lipstick: -.-'

Please don't mind my language ok I was talking to Lee. Whenever I talk to her 'things' just sort of, err, automatically comes out. But look on the bright side! At least I don't swear in public anymore =D unless I'm with Lee hagahgahaghaghaghagahgahgahagha

Look, who are we kidding really? I have an adventurous soul (I REALLY DO OK) and frankly speaking, being all coped up in UIA for four years doesn't really help. I need some adventure. I NEED MY WAY OUT. I need to go and finish my degree overseas. I really do T_T

I really don't care what it would take or what it would cost. I'm going to bloody well finish my degree overseas and I MEAN IT. I'M NOT GOING TO JUST STAY IN UIA FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE FINISHING MY DEGREE IN TESL OR WHATEVERNOT WITHOUT HAVING ANY ADVENTURES AT ALL. I'M GOING TO DO IT OVERSEAS AND WHEN I SAY SOMETHING LIKE THIS I REALLY MEAN BUSINESS.

I'M GOING TO DO IT I'M GOING TO DO IT I'M GOING TO BLOODY DO IT!
 
Even if that means getting a perfect 4.00 for my final semester in Nilai. If that's the only way for me to get an overseas scholarship then IMA DO IT.

But they say a 3.5 is okay enough kan ehehehehehehehehehheehhehehehehehe.

I am dead serious about finishing my degrees overseas though :| I am not going to rot in UIA. I won't allow that to happen. I WOOONNNNNTTTTTT!!

Tapi kalau tak dapat jugak degree ni masters pun jadilah kan T_T

BUT I WANNA GO STUDY OVERSEAS SO BADLYYY. I DONT CARE IF LIFE IS FRICKING HARD OVER THERE I DON'T CARE IF I HAVE TO SPEND EVERY YEAR OF MY RAYA THERE I WANT TO EXPERIENCE THOSE KIND OF THINGS I WANT TO BE FAR AWAY FROM MY FAMILY I WANT TO BE INDEPENDENT I DON'T WANT TO LIVE IN A BORING RUT LIKE I AM NOW I DON'T WANT TO GROW INTO A BORING PERSON WHO LIVES IN A RUT AND HAS NEVER ACTUALLY EXPERIENCED LIFE AS IS IT.

Balik rumah setiap bulan. Huh tak adventurous langsung.

Sigh :|

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Plans for the future

And I would ask for nothing more :)

Because it never really is as simple as that

Sometimes I wish that I can just get out of this life. Like take out all of my savings(?) and migrate to New Zealand and go work at some farm. I think taking care of baby cows would probably be a whole lot more easier taking care of other people. Cows do have feelings, but they don't really show it like people usually do. Cows aren't bitchy, or self-absorbed or hard to deal with emotionally. Frankly, I would rather deal with cows everyday rather than human being. Cows can be very good listeners too. And they won't talk back.

I would have loved to work with this particular cow.

*****

Sometimes I feel like I'm under appreciated. It keeps bugging me. Well, it really should because you know, when you go out of your way to do something for someone and they ended up being really shittily ungrateful like !@#$%^&*. I mean, who WOULDN'T be pissed right? It's like all that effort for nothing. All that time spent for nothing. Bukanlah nak berkira tapi C'MOOOONN. I'm not asking for something like, "OMG THANKYOU SO MUCH YOU'RE LIKE THE BEST FRIEND EVER I LOVE YOU XOXOXOXOXOXO" but you know, at least a small thanks with a cute little smiley can perhaps compensate all that effort.

*****

I know perseverance is the key to success or whatever. But have you ever got tired of persevering without having any outcomes at all? It's like waiting for a kitten to grow up into a duck or something. And it's not about being positive of the whole situation either. You know it'll end up being shit all over. But you still persevered! Or that's called being stupid. I dunno.

I mean, you won't really know FOR SURE that it'll end up being shit. But it's like all the things are pointing towards a shitty ending you know? So I don't really know whether I should forget about it and move on with my life or persevere(I'm starting to hate this word) and wait until it pays off. And if it doesn't come out the way I wanted it to after all that waiting and persevering I SWEAR I will bang my head on the sharpest corner of the table

I just really hope it wouldn't end up being shit all over. I hope it wouldn't. I really really hope it wouldn't. But that's all I could do really. Hope and hope and more endless hoping. I'm pathetic. I couldn't even control the situation. I am a pathetic, powerless, stupid, worthless piece of turd. Although I'm not entirely convinced that I am a worthless piece of turd, sometimes it really just feels like it. Make it most of the time. I even look like turd ftw.

Would someone please take me away from all this or at least put a half-smile on my dreary looking face? :(

Yeah, I though so.

Monday, May 24, 2010

Happy 55th Mak

Hi Mak. I just wanna say Happy 55th Birthday. I haven't said that to you yet today. I kind of forgot. But I'll totally say it to you later. And I don't really know what to get you for your birthday Mak. Mainly because I'm really broke now and all I can afford to buy are two HB pencils. I don't think you would've wanted two HB pencils are birthday gifts right Mak. Sorry I can't afford to get you a new perfume or a make up set or a gift basket or something like that. I'm also sorry that I just happen to be really broke on your birthday.

But they say love is the greatest gift of all. So please accept my little gift to you Mak,

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥


Yes they're just tiny little hearts. But they're tiny little hearts with a symbolic meaning. 5 tiny little hearts which means I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH MAK. No wait, that's 6 little hearts. Heck, I'll just add one more.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Now you have 6 little hearts. I hope you like my little gift Mak. I'm saying I love you here because I don't think I've ever said that to you. It would be really..awkward since we're not the touchy-feely-lovey-dovey kind of family. Even when I send  those cute "I love you" or "I miss you" messages to you when I was in Nilai you'd just say something like, "Did someone took your brains out?" You never said "I love you too"

But that doesn't really matter to me. Because I know you do Mak. I know you love me with all your heart and your soul. I know you have loved me since I was born. Since you knew there was an ugly fetus growing inside of you. You don't have to say it Mak, because I know. I just do.

I'm sorry I can be a real pain in the arse sometimes. No, make that a lot of times. I also do know that I always disappoint you and piss you off. But even after all those things I did, you still love me Mak. You (and Ayah of course) still keep on giving me money when I needed some, still keep on cooking for me and the whole family, still keep on getting me things that I wanted (well, sometimes.)

You're a very strict mother Mak. Yes, you're a very strict mother. When it comes to education, there's nothing you won't do to make sure that we get the best education possible.You bought us lots and lots of buku latihan so that we can do it and be at the top of the class. I remembered when you tought me how to read Mak. The book was titled 'Tiga Ekor Anak Kucing'. It was a very short story about three little kittens doing whatever. But I really took my time learning how to put sounds together. Eventhough I was really slow and lembab, you still tought me how to read Mak. You didn't give up. Although sometimes you did pinch me in the gut because I was too damn slow

You can be really scary when you're angry Mak. But when you're not, you're just awesome.(Not that I'm saying that you're not awesome when you're pissed. But you know) Talking to you is just like talking to a friend, I've just realized. You can take a joke, you understand when we get a little crazy with each other. You're just the best mother a 19 year old could ever wish for.

And I'm not just saying that because everybody's saying it to their mom. I'm saying it because it's true ♥

I really can't imagine a life without you Mak. I know you and Ayah would be gone someday. I hope that day would be 294639262568476383 years from now. Sometimes, I hope that I don't live to see you die. Because losing you and Ayah would be a very painful experience. No more yummy cookings. No more weird pastries that you like making. No more random lectures from you. No more Mak and Ayah. No more anything.

I hope you and Ayah would live to be a hundred. I really do.

I think I've said all I wanted to say to you Mak. I know you couldn't read this because you don't even know how to use a mouse. But that's okay. I like my stone-age Mak just fine. I like her just fine.

 Mak wearing her favorite tudung spende, as I call it. Love you Mak!

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Sebab No.1 Aku Tak Amek Medic

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-

Bersiap sedialah kau budak-budak Medic. Belajar dahlah susah, kerja kena deal dengan benda-benda macam ni pulak tu. Eeeeeee rela aku amek BEN yang langsung tak glamour dan orang selalu cop course paling senang untuk budak-budak lembab tu. Memang aku tabik ah kat budak-budak Medic. Kalau aku kena deal dengan benda macamni bila dah kerja aku rasa tak makan la anak-anak aku.

Selamat bekerja :P

Friday, May 21, 2010

Hi

Honestly, I don't really care how many years it would take. As long as you're still not married and not in any kind of intimate relationship, I'll keep liking you. Be it 6 ,7 ,8 or even 10 years. I really don't care. I'll still like you and blind myself for everyone else. I won't give up easily, because I have a good feeling about you. A really good one :)

My Bicycle History

Topik kita pada hari ini ialah basikal. YA, BASIKAL. Menatang yang paling aku benci dalam dunia. Mainly sebab aku taktau naik basikal. YA, AKU TAKTAU NAIK BASIKAL SO WAT HUH HUH.

No, seriously. I don't know how to ride a bicycle. Masa darjah-darjah aku suka naik yang ada training wheels(?) kat belakang tu yang dua kecik tu. Rasa selamat dan takkan jatuh . Pergh orang lain punya berusaha nak belajar naik yang dua tayar punya sampai jatuh 27586 kali berdarah-darah aku sodap sodap naik basikal dengan training wheels. Ini mungkin kerana aku dah sangat banyak kali jatuh semasa umur dalam 5-8 tahun. Rasa cam hari-hari balik dari taman akan wajib jatuh di tengah jalan raya sampai lutut atau siku berdarah :| Hari-hari wajib ya.

First basikal aku adalah tricycle! Masatu aku tadika kot. Ayah balik kerja satu hari tu bawak tricyle warna pastel pink. Kiut gila! Aku ingat ada design pelangi ke helmet ke apetah kat seat die tu. Seronok aku kayuh pusing halaman rumah setiap petang. Walaupun pusing-pusing tang tu jugak -.-

Haa kale die lebih kurang macamni la. Tapi takdela secanggih ni aku punye kapcai je hehe. Tapi Ayah baik sebab belikan :') Ataupun mungkin sebab naik muak dengar aku naci-naci nak basikal hari-hari dia balik kerja. Ihihihi.

Tapi sayangnye tak lame aku naik tricycle tu. Disebabkan aku ni seorang yang panjang, eh, tinggi tak pasal-pasal, tak lama kemudian kaki aku telah menjadi terlalu panjang untuk tricycle so nampak macam wadehel bila aku naik tricycle tu keliling rumah. Orang lalu lalang depan rumah pun pandang macam wadehel budak ni dah panjang lagi nak naik tricycle keliling rumah. Buruk betul keadaan aku mase itu.

Being the good best father he is, Ayah pun belikanla basikal besar dengan training wheels! Basikal ni aku macam kene share dengan Tyah kot. Huh -.- Tapi Tyah je yang suke bolot setiap petang pegi balik taman pun die yang nak naik aku kena jalan kaki huu dahlah aku kanak-kanak kecil yang tidak berdaya. Tak berperikemanusiaan sungguh!

Walaupun pade dasarnye basikal tu ade lagi banyak tayar dari tricycle aku, aku still rasa macam orang besa (CEH) bile naik basikal tu. Pedulik ah ade training wheel pon yang penting TAYAR DUA BESAR KAT DEPAN DENGAN BELAKANG TU WEEHHH. Cantik pulak basikal tu tayar die warne warneeyyhhh. I liked that basikal bereh bereh much. Aku tak ingat sangat pengakhiran kisah cinta aku dengan basikal tu. But I do remember that one day TYAH TOOK THE FRIGGIN TRAINING WHEELS OFF SEBAB KONON-KONON DIE NAK BLAJA NAIK BASIKAL DUE TAYAR SEBAB DAH BESALA KONON KAN HOTAK KAU LAH AKU NAK NAIK BASIKAL APA NI AH HUH HUH HUH.

Tahap kejengkelan dan kebencian aku pada Tyah masa tu sangat tinggi skali.

After a few years basikal tu macam dah rosak kot so kenalah buang lalu tamatlah riwayat hidupnya, "Aku Sebuah Basikal". Lepas tu memang takde sape nak beli basikal dah kat aku so I never really learned how to properly ride on a two-wheeled bicycle :(

And then masa aku darjah 4 kot, aku, Meme, Tyah, Mak dengan Ayah pergi Tasik Kenyir bercuti-cuta. Lin dengan jat konpem tak ikut sebab sibok mentelaah di institusi pengajian tinggi masing-masing. And then adalah satu petang tu, kitorang nak pergi naik basikal round round robert rolley round round dekat resort. Jalan resort tu cam bukit-bukit so best lah kot naik basikal. Lepastu kan, resort tu ade bele kancil! Ke kijang tah. Tapi jenis-jenis tu la.

Nak dijadikan cerite(?) aku ni kan taktau naik basikal. So telah diputuskan bahawe aku kene bonceng basikal Ayah aku -.- Dahlah jalan resort tu macam haram kan bukit sane bukit sini, Basikal tu pulak takde tempat duduk belakang so aku kenela duduk dekat tiang depan tu. Pakai seluar warne light pulak haritu. Ayah aku dahlah kayuh semangat gile. Habis kaki aku pon die kayuh sekali sampai beminyak seluar aku huu T_T

Sakit oke bile ade orang kayuh kaki kau.

 Mak aku pun naik meluat kot tengok aku mengomel slua koto la Ayah kayuh kaki Tkah la so lepas kitorang naik basikal tu Mak aku amek satu basikal yang sesuai untuk umo aku lepastu Mak aku aja aku naik basikal dua tayar!

And I finally learned how to ride a two-wheeled bicycle :') selepas dimaki oleh mak sebab kayuh dengan sangat lembab

Tapi lepastu aku tak naik dah kot sebab takde basikal kat rumah -.- And then mase form 4 abang aku ajak aku dengan Tyah pergi Pangkor, rumah abang Kak Fizah. Adela satu hari tu lepas swimming (heh) kat pulau manetah, aku excited nak keliling pulau naik basikal sebab dah lame tak naik basikal. Memamng teruje habis ah ni. Bile pergi kat tempat sewa tu tengok-tengok basikal die BAPAK GILE BESA MACAM BASIKAL DALAM PERTANDINGAN LUMBA BASIKAL SEDUNIA KALAU MENANG KAU DAPAT BUKAK BOTOL WINE EH KE TU LUMBA KERETE ke ape. Memang besa ah. Berat pulak tu.

Aku ni dahla keding. Mase form 4 berat aku 40kg je kot. Lepastu nak kene control basikal berat gaban tu pulak. Memang konpem gagal tanpa usaha la kan. Pastu aku pun selalu la melambatkan perjalanan sampai kena maki dengan abang aku sebab lembab sangat T_T Tyah pun takgune masetu sebab die tau bawak basikal so die bia je aku huh jahat eh kau mase kecik-kecik cabut training wheels aku dah besa-besa aku tak reti naik basikal kau tinggal je haku kat tepi jalan. HUH.

Haha oke takdela tinggal die tolongla jugak tapi macam in vain sebab aku serious tak boleh  naik basikal tu and Tyah cepat emo hahahahagahagag. Pastu time aku terkial-kial tepi jalan tu la kan ade budak-budak sekolah walkathon ke abendetah pulaaaaaak. Malunya ganda lapan kazillion time tu. Lepastu bila aku dah boleh control sikit-sikit aku pun ikutla slow slow dari belakang.

TENGOK-TENGOK ABANG AKU NAK NAIK BUKIT PLAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKK. AAARRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Aku ni kayuh kat jalan rata pun dah separuh mati pekejadaharam nak kayuh naik bukit?! Tak considerate punya abang. Huh.

Baru 3 kaki naik bukit aku dah pancit lepastu aku turunla sorong basikal naik bukit jaha***  tu. Tengah-tengah jalan aku rasa cam nak mati dah dengan panasnye dengan sakit kakinye dengan kene sorong basikal !@#$%^&* berat tu naik bukitnye. Aku pun terduduk dengan penuh dramatik di tepi jalan. Kalau nak lebih dramatik, aku pun tersungkur lemah di tepi jalan tanpa sebarang bantuan. Lepastu ada sorang mamat ni tengah turun bukit naik basikal (APASAL SEMUA NAK NAIK BUKIT DENGAN BASIKAL NI AH?) die nampak aku macam nak mati dah die pun tanye oke ke oke ke lalu bagi aku air mineral sebotol. Baik sungguh mamat itu :')

Apasal asyik ade emoticon nangis terharu ni -.-

Lepastu abang aku sedar kot aku dah takde kat belakang die pon patah balik la dan suggest kitorang balik setelah nampak keadaan aku yang sangat parah itu. Huh nasib baik suggest balik. Kalau die suruh aku kayuh naik bukit lagi memang aku terajang die jatuh gaung. Abang tak abang.

And sejak tu, aku memang tak naik basikal dah. Bukan trauma sebab kisah di Pangkor tapi macam dah malas an. Lagipun pejadah aku nak basikal kerete ade -.- Lainla kalau ada orang sudi nak boncengkan I di belakang macam drama-drama melayu lama sambil menyanyi-nyanyi penuh romantis disebalik pokok kelapa eheheheheheehehhehe.

And frankly, I don't think I'll ever ride on a bicycle, ever again :)

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Ponok de la Unta

"It's a trend nowadays that many muslim Malaysian women are into the new hijab wearing i.e. wearing a shawl-like syrian style hijab. I posted on my Fb status recently stating that I too, would want to wear the syrian women hijab style with high bun but unfortunately my hair is short thus cannot tie or do a bun at all.I also received few suggestions to buy fake buns online or at Arzu, KLCC.

I used to study in an arabic-medium school and had learned that when you wear tudung, you're not supposed to show any indication that your hair is long by tying your hair really high/do a bun until men can notice the presence of your long hair eventhough you wear your cover/hijab. That defeats the purpose of wearing a hijab.However, I can't remember the hukum whether it's haram or harus or makruh.

Being curious, I googled about this sanggul arab issue and found the hadith related:

Quote::
“ akan muncul dalam kalangan umatku di akhir zaman, kaum lelaki yang menunggang sambil duduk di atas pelana, lalu mereka turun di depan pintu-pintu masjid. Wanita-wanita mereka( isteri mereka atau anak perempuan), berpakaian tetapi seperti bertelanjang ( nipis&ketat). Di atas kepala mereka pula(wanita) terdapat bonggolan (sanggul atau tocang) seperti bonggol unta yang lemah gemalai. Oleh itu laknatlah mereka semua. Sesungguhnya mereka adalah wanita-wanita yang terlaknat”- hadith riwayat Ahmad, jil.2, ms. 223.

Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda:

Quote::
“dua golongan penghuni neraka yang mana aku sendiri belum pernah melihat keadaan mereka didunia: golongan yang membawa cemeti seperti seekor lembu lalu menggunakannya untuk memukul manusia dan juga kaum wanita yang berpakaian seperti bertelanjang, menggoyangkan badan dan berlenggang-lenggok, kepala mereka ada suatu seperti bonggol di kepala unta yang bergoyang-goyang. Mereka tentu tidak akan memasuki syurga atau mencium baunya sedangkan bau syurga itu dapat dihidu dari jarak perjalanan begitu dan begini”

–hadith riwayat Muslim. Hadith no 212-

I would say that I was tempted at first as I saw some women/celebraties/tv presenters looked really pretty wearing the syrian style hijab with high sanggul/bun. Sometimes, bila nak cantik, manusia selalu lupa pada hukum walaupon dah belajar.I am one of them. Bila nak buat benda jahat, laju je.
Anyway, in wearing hijab,niat perlukah menghalalkan cara? I dare not jatuhkan hukum or say that it is haram wearing the fake sanggul arab.However,at the moment, I'll just forget about buying the sanggul arab thingy."

Fatim sent me this article via facebook. You know how most people usually pakai shawal and then there's this big gigantic bun at the top of their head? Like this one,


Pergh tinggi betul ponok.

Cantik memangla cantik. Tapi kalau sampai tak cium bau syurga buat apa kan?

This is me, writing

Ever had one of those feelings when you're just stresses about nothing. Really, you don't know what's getting you all worked up. But you do know that it does. And then the constant headaches came, most of them when you see someone living a life you'd kill to live. Or am I the only one experiencing that? Sigh.

No matter how well off you are, you'll never get satisfied. You'll always be wanting more and more and more. Money, clothes, up-to-date gadgets. I hate it that I don't get a monthly allowance thus my always-broke status. But I am aware that there are more unfortunate people that me. I know that someone somewhere probably works as a rubber tapper or something to get like RM5 a day and yet I'm complaining about not receiving a monthly allowance.

I know. But I'm still making a big fuss out of it because I've never been there. I've never been a rubber tapper who works hard everyday just to earn RM5. All my life I can say that I was well fed and I was never short of clothes to wear. Or do I get special help from the government or something like that. I was okay. We were okay. A nice, cosy two story terrace with 7 people living in it had been my home up until I was 15. I never slept on the streets. I never had to beg for money or food. Whenever I asked for money from my parents they complied.

Heck, I was put to study in a private school until I was 16. My family is, what I can say, well off. When I was 17 we moved from our old house into a new 2 and a half Semi D because my brother got married and had kids. And all of us are grown up now so our old house felt a bit crumpy with all 9 of us in it back then.

I don't really know why am I writing this. But this is the main purpose of a blog right? To write your heart out. The awkward part is that people can read it. Sort of like having people your diary. But it's not like everyday I write sappy things like this. Only once in a while. So I don't really mind people reading it really. Read all you want. Really :)

Yeah and about this undefined feeling that I usually felt, I guess there's really nothing I can do about it. Being thankful for the life that I'm living may work. But whether the inner comfort lasts, I wouldn't really know.

Oh and one more thing. You know how sometimes there are two distinctly different personalities inhibiting your body? I think I got more than 50 of them.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Namaste!

As most of you would've probably know, I'm half Indian. HAHA THAT'S LIKE THE BIGGEST LIE EVER. No, really I'm not. I'm just half Mamak and half Malay. Although I personally think that I'm 4/5 mamak and 1/5 Malay -_- I have Mamak traits (let's say Indian shall we. Mamak's are descended from Indians after all. I think) written all over me. I like, no, LOVE Indian food. Well to tell you the truth most of my family member does because DUH.

But there's just one thing that they're not into and that's ladoo! I LOOOOVVVEEEE LADOO. Really, I do. I love it's unique sweetness, it's textures, it's color (most ladoos are yellow though) and everything about it! Occasionally, we do get invitations to Indian Muslim weddings and the part I love the most about this is the ladoo that they usually hand out to the guests. Just like how Malays give hard boiled eggs during weddings. And because everyone else in my family doesn't fancy ladoo as much as I do, it'll all usually be given to me hence my endless supply of ladoos for a month hahahaha.

God, if I could get my hands on that tray full of ladoo I WILL LICK IT CLEAN.

Another Indian trait that I seem to posses is my love for colors! And when I say colors I mean multicolored things. My friends would probably know that I have this favorite multicolored polka dot carry-all that I carry everywhere. I JUST ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT. Mainly because it's multicolored and it's really easy to match with my outfits. The colors are really vibrant! I bought it like 2 years ago and it's gone a little faded now. But I think that's my fault for never washing it O_O

A LAV MA BEG ♥

If I would ever have the chance to go to a prom, I would totally wear something similar to this,

It just looks so pretty and colorful and authentic. I wonder how much it would cost :|

And another thing I have been longing to do is wear a saree. I think the saree is a very classy piece of clothing. Like, it shows, but not too much. Plus the material they usually use for making saree is so thin and soft, but is of high quality. I know, because I do have a few baju kurung moden made from kain saree -.- Mak bought a lot when she went to India a few years back. Not to mention that the theme for my brother's wedding was yellow saree. My mom, my aunts, my sisters, my female cousins were all dresses in  kebaya made out of kain saree. Indian much -.-

I was fourteen ok.

Back to sarees. If I was ever given a chance to wear sarees, I would totally pick one that is a shade of red. Or maybe slightly pinkish. Like this one,

The embroideries are so stunning, God I wish I could wear something like this someday T_T

This one is quite nice too,

I WANNA WEAR A SAREE HU.

But even if I did buy one(?) I prolly wouldn't know how to wear it. I do know that you'll have to belit this very loooooooooooong piece of clothe around you like what, 6 ela or something. And if you belit it wrong, it'll end up looking like an awkward saree.

*googles*

Oh oh I found a step-by-step guide on how to wear a saree properly!

Dammit that looks hard o_O

The cloth just looks endless. Like the wrapping around would never stop or sth.


Ok google is distracting me with 8664836620298746 images of pretty sarees. Damn you google.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Bapa saya dan roti kegemaran beliau

Perkara memalukan hari ini :

Pergi ke OU memakai seluar trek lusuh, baju bintik-bintik kelabu dana, cardigan tak basuh 28473 tahun dan kasut orang-orang tua kepunyaan Emak kerana pada mulanya menganggap hanya perlu turun membeli mee goreng di kedai mamak tetapi rupanya harus turun di OU untuk membeli roti kegemaran Ayah di Delifrance pula.

Orang pandang aku macam hina gila -_- Dahlah semueorang pun pegi OU dressup siket punye aa kan. OU la kate. Macamana aku nak bagitau orang ramai yang OU tu macam kedai runcit je pade aku? Hhahagaagga. Yelah, I grew up around OU. I watched the first building being built *beams* OU was like a second home to me. But that was when I was still living in TTDI la.

When I moved to Bandar Utama a few years back, OU practically became our source of kedai runcit. Sebab BU cincila takde kedai runcit berdekatan. So kalau habis bawang ke serai ke ape, pergi OU la beli. HAHAHAGAHGAHGA. Tapi sejak pindah Kota Damansara ni dah tak beli barangan runcit dekat OU dah. Bersepah kot kedai runcit area ni. Delifrance pun ade, tapi sayangnye delifrance tu macam cafe untuk orang lepak-lepak dan takde jual roti buku kegemaran ayah tu. So terpaksalah occasionally pergi OU untuk membeli roti buku kegemaran Ayah tersayang ♥

Ayah tersayang♥ (random)

SAYA SAYANG BAPA SAYA! Bye.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Spektekels

Aku senanye tak suka pakai spek ni. Tulah dulu mengade-ngade sangat an nak spek nak spek mengadu tak nampak lah apalah. Tapi part tak nampak tu betol aa hahaghaga. Aku ingat pakai spek ni nanti nampak cam educated sket. Tapi kalau dah muka tak educated tu, pakai apa pun takleh nampak educated -_-

Aku start pakai spek masa form 5. Ye, baru due tahun. Tu pun sebab aku duduk dalam kelas and tak nampak sepatah haram apa cikgu aku tulis kat whiteboard tu. Disebabkan ketinggian aku, aku slalu kena letak blakang skali bila cikgu susun kedudukan kelas. Isk. So dahlah duduk blakang skali, kelas tu agak panjang + lebar. So memang aku menghadapi kesusahan la nak salin ape cikgu tulis. Kadang-kadang kawan sebelah aku tengok buku aku ape yang aku tulis, pastu die cakap "AMENDE KAU TULES NI DOH?"

Rasa macam hina lagi buta masa tu T_T

Terutama masa addmath. Dahlah jalan kira panjang bapaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak. Cikgu tu suka tulis kecik-kecik pulak tu sebab nak bagi muat whiteboard. Kadang-kadang aku tension gila tak nampak aku berenti salin setengah jalan. Dah tak salin mase die terangkan memang haram la nak faham kan. Mungkin sebab tu result addmath aku cam ueryfgjrktgtg4w34g. Dulu ada sorang cikgu aku cakap kalau kau boleh buat math, kau mesti boleh buat addmath jugak.

CIKGU PENTIPU AAARRRR.

Kalau betul asal math aku dapat A1 addmath aku dapat C5?! Huh kecewa betul. Aku dengan addmath macam anjing jalanan dengan kucing parsi. Kau ajarlah aku cemana pun, kalau aku tak paham tu aku tak paham jugak. HAHAHA. Macamanela orang boleh dapat addmath A1. Gila ke -_- Lagi-lagi budak straight A1s. KAU MAKAN APA WEH?! Serious aku tak paham. Adakah tips untuk blend buku latihan dan minum air hadil blend tu memang berkesan? Hmmm.


Berbalik kepada isu spek, setakat ni spek aku baru dua. Haha macam setahun satu spek -_- Tapi aku beli yang second ni pun sebab yang first patah masa kat PLKN. Cincila betul. Spek aku yang first tu frame die tebal. Macam budak nerd punye tu. Sebab time tu spek tu macam style an, aku teringin la nak berstyle jugak. Hahahahha. Tapi sayangnya, bila aku pakai spek tu aku mesti aku pakai kat luar tudung. Aku tak masuk dalam properly sebab spek tu besa lalu muka aku akan nampak camni

Err, paham tak? Macam lebar kat part mata. Sebab spek ni an macam ade size-size. Muka aku size 49 kot. Tapi spek yang aku beli tu size 51 camtu sebab frame untuk size aku smue burok-burokkkk T_T So kalau aku pakai masuk dalam memang rosak habis tudung aku.

Spek aku bingkai die ada dua color. Part luar kale hitam, Part dalam kaler pink. Cantik spek tu, aku suka betulll. Kawa-kawan aku yang lain pun suka jugak -_- so bila aku tak pakai spek diorang yang suka pakai spek aku. Kadang-kadang time aku perlukan spek pun diorang tak nak kasi sebab suka sangat pakai ftw. Sampai aku maki cakap aku taknampak nak salin apa baru diorang bagii hagahgahag.

Spek tu aku bawak pergi PLKN takut-takut kalau ada orang hensem nanti aku tak boleh nak tengok dari jauh HAGAGAHAG. Ok tipu kalau ada orang hensem mata aku otometik akan jadi baik kalau kau 3km dari aku pun aku boleh nampak hehehehehehehehehe. Lepastu masa dalam kelas pembinaan karakter first time aku pakai spek tu budak-budak group aku semua suka lalu selalu nak pinjam spek aku sampai kadang-kadang bawak balik dorm -_-  kadang-kadang sampai seminggu baru pulang heeesh. Tapi nasib baikla dekat kelas takyah salin pape kat whiteboard so tak guna sangatla spek tu.

And then masa tu macam lagi 2,3 weeks nak balik. Aku terpatahkan spek aku. HU TIME TU RASA MACAM DAH HILANG TEMPAT BERGANTUNG. Aku suka main spek aku punya tangkai(?) bagi kembang-kembang hagahga. Pastu satu hari tu aku tengah kembang-kembangkan spek aku lepastu aku distracted lalu terpatahkan terus. Nasib baik lagi 2,3 weeks je nak balik rumah.

Second spek aku, aku buat masa aku kat uia pj. Ada satu cam stall kecik ni depat deparment apetah. Adela satu hari jumaat tu aku jalan dengan Fatim depan stall tu, sajala singgah tengok frame-frame die. Aku desperate sangat nak spek masetu sebab dalam kelas math cikgu die jerhfgrklghrt suke tulis cam cakar ayam pastu kecik pulak tu. Dahlah aku slalu duduk belakang. Seat depan budak-budak phys science suka cop dulu. Huh.

So aku pun usha-usha ternampakla satu frame ni. Aku suka style die, macam 3/4 framed and lagi 1/4 tu takde frame. Unikla. So aku tanya kakak tu brapa ringgit. Kakak tu pun cakapla RM250 and for lagi RM30 aku boleh mintak nak lens yang untuk duduk depan komputer tak sakit mata tu. So sebab aku dah berkenan sangat aku pun cam oke aa. Deposit  RM10 je heheheheeh. Tapi aku tengah cuak macamana nak mintak lagi RM270 dekat mak aku sebab aku tak bagitau pun spek aku patah. Takut T_T Lepas aku dah habis tengok-tengok spek tu aku pegilah kelas Chemistry. Ada aku buat kuiz haritu dapatla 12/15. Macam elokla jugak.

Lepastu aku terfikir kalau aku bagitau mak aku yang aku dapat elok dalam kuiz mesti die tak marah kalau aku cakap aku buat spek baru. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEEH pandai kaaaan akuuuuuuuu XD Lepastu aku pun bagitaula and yeessszzzzaaa mak aku tak marah. Lepastu hari Isnin depannya aku pun pergilah amek spek tu. Aku suka gila spek yang ni sebab dia muat-muat muka aku. So aku boleh pakai properly and tak nampak macam retard pakai spek kat luar. And orang pun tak pinjam dah sebab design die yang sangat low profile(?) Kecuali Mee sebab die suke lupe bawak spek die pegi kelas -_-

Tapi aku tak suka pakai setiap masa. Sebab entah. Hahahahaga. Dah biase tak pakai spek kan. Lagipun power aku bukannya sampai 3,4 ratus yang tak nampak terus tu. Aku boleh nampak lagi benda jauh. Cuma tak jelas jelah. So spek aku memang aku pakai time duduk depan laptop and dalam kelas je. Pegi klua aku bawak jugakla spek tu manatau ada orang nak tunjuk aku benda jauh yang perlu ditelilti tapi aku tak nampak ke kan.

P/s: Aku tak suka bila mouse aku buat hal. Lepasni aku rasa cam nak buat list benda yang aku tak suka. Hmm.

Semalam aku pegi Genting

Lepastu aku amek gambar sana-sini. Nak tengok?

Dalam turutan yang tidak mengikut turutan. Dalam kata lain, random.



 Hujan manja-manja masa kitorang pergi tu. Lepastu time zohor jadi lebat -_- Tapi nasib baik Genting sangat lebih awesome dari Sunway Lagoon dimana walaupun hujan rintik-rintik, rides masih diteruskan :')

Really Tyah -_- Padan muke boring. hagahgahaghag

Habis hati ah dapat main bumper car ni. Nampak kecik pulak Naqib.

Naqib cam cute II.
Dah cukup sket-sket.

Tak excited langsung muka -_-

Bila lapar muka automatik jadi sebegini buruk.

Matching pulak aku dengan Energizer. Hahaha.

Cubaan untuk menggoda Energizer, gagal.

Naqib nampak gebu gila sebab his sweater was like 2 sizes too big for him. Tyah sepang.

Eksaitet nak main thaljiii.

Kepala aku cam kena makan dengan anai-anai.

Macamanala anak-anak dia ni boleh comel-comel -_-

Kak Fizah gelak parah gila hahahagahaghaghagahaghag.

Naqib, Lin and Tyah's head ftw.

Tyah, Meme and Lin's fingers. Pasal semue orang suke enterframe ni.

Time ni la nak ada jerawat dekat dagu.

Gambar mintak kaki kena ada satu.
In teh kebelkarr. Meme pakai tudung slepetet. HAHAHA

Jauh perjalanan, luas pengetahuan(?)

Loading gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,

Kasih seorang Makcik. Btw apahal behind aku nampak extra large -_-

Spinner, sumber lebam di belakang kaki.

Tengok Tyah hagagahaghagahgaghahaghagahgahaghagahgahaghaghagaha

And then we got bored of the rides and went to Snow World!

Slide jahan***. Harap tepi je comfy. Kat part punggung die lapik pakai kain je. Jalan berbatu-batu pulak tu. Sakit punggung aku tau tak. Kan kemeremen dah kena muka WTF versi riang hagahaghagahga

Eeeeeeeeee burok serba serbi haha.

Lin apahal -_-

Naqib cam kembar dengan penguin. Kiut ♥


Apasal aku suka cam tinggi tak pasal-pasal.

Slidekat blakang tu best.

Aku takde mood nak tulis caption panjang-panjang. Bai.

Friday, May 14, 2010

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE

Kadang-kadang aku rasa nak nangis sebab kau langsung tak tahu aku suka kau dan kau tak akan tahu melainkan aku bagitahu. Tapi aku sendiri tau aku takkan bagitau kau yang aku suka kau. Aku tak suka bila ada dalam situasi macam ni. Rasa hiba gila sebab aku tak boleh bagitau kau something yang aku nak sangat-sangat kau tahu. Sebab tu aku rasa takde orang akan faham perasaan aku sekarang ni.

Honestly, kalau aku suka orang aku bukan jenis suka main-main. Bukan suka dua tiga minit. Tambah-tambah lagi orang macam kau. Dekat mata aku kau ni memang tak ada yang kurang. Walaupun realitinya mungkin banyak kekurangan kau, tapi aku tak nampak. Bukan aku tak nak nampak. Aku memang tak boleh nak nampak. Orang macam kau ni aku boleh suka dalam diam bertahun-tahun lama tanpa bagi apa-apa hint dekat kau.

Tak salah suka orang kan. Asalkan tak bermaksiat. Suka ala-kadar. Tapi the enough kind of ala-kadar.

Susah betul nak avoid zina hati ni btw. Zina fizikal senang la jugak kan, asalkan kau tak jumpa. Zina mata pun. Tapi zina hati, kau boleh ada beribu-ribu batu jauh daripada aku and zina hati still boleh jadi. Susah untuk nak bagi kau tak ada dalam kepala aku even for one day. Kadang-kadang aku rasa susah jadi diri aku sendiri. Sebab kena handle semua ni. Dengan perasaan aku yang sarat ni. Susah tau tak.

Tapi susah aku tak sama dengan susah kau. Susah aku ada emotional influence. Susah kau bab study je. Pasal nak organize masa. Benda-benda penting macamtu. Nampak tak kenapa aku cakap aku tak padan langsung dengan kau? Physically, emotionally, spiritually. Semualah. Kau macam tak minat bab-bab ni. Sebab tu aku tak nak cakap apape yang boleh membuatkan kau tahu pasal the way I feel about you. Bia la aku bawak benda ni sorang-sorang. Cari pasal je kalau nak libatkan kau.


"My heart longs for you, my soul dies for you, my eyes cry for you, my empty arms reach out for you."

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Sebab-sebab aku tak boleh cakap kat kau yang aku suka kau

1. Aku taknak pilih jalan yang salah dalam hal ehwal hubungan-hubungan ni. Cukup banyak dah dosa aku, aku taknak tambah lagi.

2. Aku taktau samada kau boleh reciprocate feelings aku ni atau tak and aku taknak malukan diri sendiri kalau aku mengaku and tengok-tengok kau suka orang lain. Aku tak boleh handle rejection dengan baik.

3. Aku rasa aku tak setaraf dengan kau, in any way possible. Aku dengan kau macam burung pipit dengan burung helang. Kau helanglah, of course. Aku takde pape, kau lengkap semuanye. Ya, aku memang ada inferiority complex.

4. Aku suka sangat dengan kau and aku tau kalau kau reject aku, aku akan patah hati bertahun-tahun lamanya. Banyak tu aku suka kau. Tapi takdelah sampai tahap obsessed stalker. Aku still boleh kawal lagi perasaan aku. But you get the idea.

5. Kau tak ada clue langsung kan yang aku suka kau?

And I'd like to keep it that way. The less people know the better. Aku taknak letak harapan tinggi untuk apa-apa. Both of us baru 19 tahun. Jauh lagi nak jalan. Kalau kita mula something sekarang aku rasa takkan kemana sebab mentaliti kita masih mentaliti budak 19 tahun. I want a mature relationship that can lead to a happy marriage. Tapi aku taktaulah that relationship will be with you or someone else. I pray to God that it's gonna be you though. Because I just like you so much it kinda hurts to think that you'll end up with someone else.

Oh and one more thing, I really really REALLY love it when you like or comment my statuses. Especially the stupid ones that make no sense. It somehow makes me feel kinda special, in a way.

If you're reading this, (and I know you will because I know for a fact that you do read my blog) and you have an epiphany that you're the person I've been talking about all this while on my blog, I would rather if you just act normal around me rather than treat me differently because of what you know. I like the way things are right now (eventhough sometimes you completely ignore my comments on your statuses. That really hurts) and I'm not ready for any kind of change in them.

Still having a hard time thinking about you,
Aika MG.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

>George Bush: "Condoleeza! Nice to see you. What's
>happening?"
>Condoleeza Rice: "Sir, I have the report here about
>the new leader of
>China."
>George: "Great. Lay it on me."
>Condoleeza: "'Hu' is the new leader of China."
>George: "That's what I want to know."
>Condoleeza: "That's what I'm telling you."
>George: "That's what I'm asking you. Who is the new
>leader of China?"
>Condoleeza: "Yes."
>George: "I mean the fellow's name."
>Condoleeza: "Hu."
>George: "The guy in China."
>Condoleeza: "Hu."
>George: "The new leader of China."
>Condoleeza: "Hu."
>George: "The Chinaman!"
>Condoleeza: "Hu is leading China."
>George: "Now whaddya' asking me for?"
>Condoleeza: "I'm telling you Hu is leading China."
>George: "Well, I'm asking you. Who is leading China?"
>Condoleeza: "That's the man's name."
>George: "That's whose name?"
>Condoleeza: "Yes."
>George: "Will you or will you not tell me the name of
>the new leader of
>China?"
>Condoleeza: "Yes, sir."
>George: "Yassir? Yassir Arafat is in China? I thought
>he was in the
>Middle
>East."
>Condoleeza: "That's correct."
>George: "Then who is in China?"
>Condoleeza: "Yes, sir."
>George: "Yassir is in China?"
>
>Condoleeza: "No, sir."
>
>George: "Then who is?"
>
>Condoleeza: "Yes, sir."
>
>George: "Yassir?"
>
>Condoleeza: "No, sir."
>
>George: "Look, Condoleeza. I need to know the name of
>the new leader of
>China. Get me the Secretary General of the U.N. on the
>phone."
>Condoleeza: "Kofi?"
>George: "No, thanks."
>Condoleeza: "You want Kofi?"
>George: "No."
>Condoleeza: "You don't want Kofi."
>George: "No. But now that you mention it, I could use
>a glass of milk.
>And
>then get me the U.N."
>Condoleeza: "Yes, sir."
>George: "Not Yassir! The guy at the U.N."
>Condoleeza: "Kofi?"
>George: "Milk! Will you please make the call?"
>Condoleeza: "And call who?"
>George: "Who is the guy at the U.N?"
>Condoleeza: "Hu is the guy in China."
>George: "Will you stay out of China?!"
>Condoleeza: "Yes, sir."
>George: "And stay out of the Middle East! Just get me
>the guy at the
>U.N."
>Condoleeza: "Kofi."
>George: "All right! With cream and two sugars. Now geton the phone."

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Naqib's 4th Bithday Celebration. Well, sort of.

I'm just gonna fill this post with pictures.

The presents. And the wrong-looking misfitted balloons.

Meme doing what she does best, looking awkward all over.

Tyah eksaitet susun hadiah sementara menanti ketibaan Naqib dari Denai Alam. Mak pun pura-pura susun jugak supaya dapat masuk dalam gambar.

Ni hadiah yang aku bagi. Macam envelope kakak kat Jusco tu balut. Comel betul. Memang kena balut comel-comel ah kan pembalut pun RM3.50 Tapi bila Naqib dapat die koyak je. Sungguh membazir RM3.50 tu huu. Boleh jugak aku guna beli Sneakers satu bar dengan gula-gula 3.

Lin anti-salotep. Dahlah wrapper kale pink hahagahgahaghagahg.

Emak ♥ (bergerak)

Tyah duduk tak snonoh gila. Dahlah burok. HAHAHAHAHA.

Mak ada MPD. Moving Picture Disorder. Haha. Ke aku yang tak reti amek gamba -_-

Showing off his new spiderman shoes -_- AYAH COMEI!

Tak habis-habis tiop benda gulung tu. TANGAN AYAH COMEI(?)

Okay you love that thing, we get it.

ENOUGH ALREADY WITH THAT THING.


Birthday boy, celebrating himself ftw.

Tearing away Opening the first present, wrapped in the ugliest wrapping paper from Tyah. Haha. Jangan tanya aku tengah cuba nak buat apa ok.

Terus control ayu setelah sedar akan kehodohan gambar pertama. BEBI KIUT!

 My turn! Skali skala menunjukkan kasih sayang terpendam terhadap anak saudara yang saban hari annoying cam hegfhrvjrrufyuirfgtg54hygjt.


Auntie penyayang menolong anak saudara tersayang membuka hadiah yang dibeli atas dasar kasih sayang.
Jat and Kak Fizah, proud parents of an annoying 4 year old and a very cute 10 month old.

Mada and Fada ♥






Grenmada and cucu.


Grenpada and cucu.

Hadiah Auntie Lin yang paling best. Modem ZTE.(?)

Oh gameboy rupanya!

"Tengkiyu Auntie Yin beli game kat Naqib"

Pengantin basi.

Pengantin basi  ^30.


Bunga untuk Mak bersempena dengan Mada's Day.

Si huduh sepe.


Finally, FINALLY BOLEH PEGI MAKAN.

Gambar camwhoring kena ada dua tiga sebagai penghias post . Kalau tak rasa tak tenteram nak click Publish Post tu. EHEH

Naqib samseng kemetot.

BEBI EDOREBEL!

Beg rempiiiiitttttttttt.

I'm thinking of making this my profile picture on Facebook. But I think I need to think summore before I actually put it up. Haha.

Somebody should take that thing away and annihilate it. Seriously.

Tyah looking short. And awkward.

My faithful little slingbag.

I bought the ladybugs for her :')

Aaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! ♥

Ben10 tu manis gila nak mampus.

Muka Tyah sama besaq dengan pinggan D'Tandoor HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

Bebi comei gila. HAHA takhabes-habes cakap bebi comei dari tadi. Meme sepang btw.

BURRRRRPPPPPP. Alhamdulillah.

Kasih nenek tiada tandingan(?)

The beauty and the tomato. Btw nampak gemok pulak aku katsini.

Perlu ke aku bagi caption untok gamba ni? HAGAHGAHAG. Ya perlu, Meme sepang.

My 4 year old annoying as hell nephew ♥

Happy 4th Birthday Naqib!

P/S: Post ni juga boleh dikenali sebagai post Keluarga Saya.